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A Montana transgender teenager’s journey for gender affirmation • Daily Montanan
K.A. began to socially transition in the beginning of 2019 after shaving his head. He initially asked his friends to address him using they/them pronouns, then they/he pronouns, while also asking to be called by a different name. Eventually he realized that he preferred he/him pronouns and his birth name. “Coming out as transgender is not as easy as saying ‘I want to be a boy,’ it’s a whole process of looking at yourself and figuring out who you want to be,” K.A. said. (Photo by Nance Beston | Byline Magazine)
K.A.walks into the bathroom at his dad’s house, flicks off the overhead light and closes the door. He plugs in a dim disco ball that speckles the bathroom walls with blue, purple, green and pink. More than a year ago, K.A. began showering in the dark like this, dreading this part of his morning routine.
He carefully avoids eye contact in the mirror, but if he catches a glimpse of himself, he presses his breasts down to see what it would be like if he had a flat chest. He finally steps in the shower.
Warm water streams down his skin as K.A. begins his hygiene regimen: face care, shampooing and conditioning his hair. Then, K.A. starts to wash his body. He aims to finish this task swiftly to avoid discomfort, especially surrounding his chest. Sometimes, if he’s not quick enough, tears stream down his face.
He turns the water off and wraps his towel snugly around his chest. He then darts to his adjacent bedroom.
After closing his bedroom door, he squirms into his binder, a black compression tank top, with beads of water still dotting his skin. He faces his full-length mirror, adjusting his chest until it appears as flat as possible.
Now content with how he has hidden his breasts, he gets dressed, swapping clothes until he feels like he looks masculine. Before leaving his room, he checks the mirror one last time.
“The binder would already cause me to start slouching,” K.A. said. “But at least nobody could see I still had breasts.”
K.A., a transgender Montana teen, had been planning to get top surgery before his high school graduation this spring. But after the Montana Legislature passed a bill threatening his ability to do so, K.A. and his family were left scrambling.
Grappling with dysphoria
Gender dysphoria is recognized by the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders and is defined as when someone’s gender doesn’t align with their body — breasts or lack thereof, body and facial hair, voice pitch, face shape and genitalia are some examples of specific characteristics that can cause gender dysphoria.
The Williams Institute of University of California, Los Angeles Law reports 0.5% of adults in the U.S. identify as trans, or around 1.3 million people. It’s estimated there are 500 trans teenagers in Montana, which is 0.78% of minors.
Trans people in the United States are four times more likely than their cisgender counterparts to be the targets of violent crime, according to Williams Institute. K.A. is a pseudonym, as he asked to be anonymous for safety reasons and his friends and family will only be referred to by first name.
Two years ago, at age 15, K.A. found himself grappling with serious anxiety, depression, self-harming and discomfort in his own body. To cope with his mental health struggles, K.A. was prescribed Prozac and attended weekly therapy sessions.
K.A.’s parents tried to work with a mental health facility when he shared he had suicidal ideations, but because they were just ideations and not attempts, the facilities were unable to help.
“I wanted to take the pain away,” K.A.’s mom Kerstin said. “I wanted to make it better. I wanted there to be a quick and easy answer. I know the self-loathing involved when you self-harm from experience. So knowing that K.A. was feeling that horrible pain was really, really hard.”
On an especially difficult day, K.A. decided he needed a significant change, so he shaved his hair down to a buzzcut. He realized the more masculine look brought him comfort. Then, he began to socially transition, asking his friends to start using “he” and “him” pronouns. Socially transitioning is when an individual starts to live according to their gender identity by changing forms of gender expression such as name, pronouns, clothing and hair.
In April 2019, K.A. publicly announced his trans identity during a school walkout. At that point, only a few friends knew about his gender identity. “I honestly think I may be a trans-man,” K.A. said during his speech. “That is like the first time I have said that.”
His sister recorded the moment and, with K.A.’s permission, showed it to both parents.
“I want to say that it caught me off guard, but it kind of didn’t. Like we kind of also saw it coming. It did kind of get heavy on my mind,” Kerstin said. “Because I know what happens to some people in some states and cities and how awful the hate can be. So, I was afraid for K.A.”
K.A. called his dad, Jerry, and told him over the phone. Jerry said he loved K.A. and nothing would change that.
“I wish you would have been born in the body that you want it to be in,” Jerry told K.A. “But you know, either way, God loves you.”
Where it all began
K.A. began attending sessions with a gender-affirming therapist in August 2021. After months of therapy and a series of discussions, his therapist, K.A. and his parents decided it was appropriate for him to start hormone replacement therapy.
“K.A.’s mental health was declining quickly, and I didn’t want to lose (him),” Kerstin said. “I’d rather have him as a him than not at all and I want him to be happy. There’s no point in being in this world and being unhappy.”
His inaugural testosterone dose was Dec. 10, 2021.
“It was a really exciting day, because I was at school the whole day and I was just anxiously waiting to get out of school, go pick up my prescription and shove a needle in my leg,” K.A. said. “Which isn’t my favorite part, fun fact. I kind of hate that part. But I liked the testosterone part.”
The following injections were self-administered every Friday before school. A few months later, K.A. noticed biological changes — his menstrual cycle stopped, his voice deepened and facial and body hair emerged. These transformations boosted his overall well-being, leading him to decide to stop taking Prozac.
“If I had gone this long knowing my identity, but not being able to have the changes that I’ve had, I would not be as happy,” K.A. said.
K.A. said he began to feel more comfortable in public places after starting testosterone treatments. His circle of friends expanded and he discovered a love for school, particularly choir, orchestra and drama, prompting him to plan for a career as a music teacher.
“My confidence had a big impact, especially before I started testosterone because I had a squeaky voice like I was a soprano one. I knew that I wasn’t passing and I just didn’t feel confident to talk to anybody besides my, at that point, small group of friends,” K.A. said. “But once I started being on testosterone, my voice lowered. I was passing more, my confidence just immediately went off. I used to have really bad social anxiety, but it’s basically ultimately gone at this point.”
Weekly testosterone injections steadily improved his well-being, yet one barrier remained — a longing for top surgery. Desire for a flatter chest was driven by daily discomfort from wearing a binder and constant dysphoria surrounding his breasts.
The binder increased K.A.’s neck problems, resulting in migraines that would drive him into a dark, quiet room for relief. He wished to stroll down the school hallway, his mind on classes instead of the anxiety he felt over whether others were fixating on his chest.
“I look at my face and I know that I’m a boy, I feel like I’ve looked like a boy. But then I see my chest and it just does not match with what I know I am and what I feel like I look like otherwise,” K.A. said. “It’s like my body was mixed up.”
Plans derailed
K.A. planned to undergo top surgery, the process of removing breasts for a more masculine chest, prior to graduating high school. However, the passing of Senate Bill 99 derailed his plans.
SB99 was introduced to the Montana Legislature on Jan. 3, 2023. The bill called for banning access to any gender-affirming care for minors, including hormone replacement therapy, surgeries and hormone blockers in cases that treat gender dysphoria.
Under the bill, any doctor who performs a banned procedure can be sued, fined and could result in a year-long suspension of their authority to practice. Twenty-two states had similar bills introduced in 2023.
Democrat Zooey Zephyr was the first trans woman elected to the Montana Legislature. The 2023 session was her first. When SB99 went to the House, Zephyr spoke out against it.
“When you pass these laws you get trans people killed. When you bring these laws, trans people get killed,” Zephyr said.
Montana legislators received a letter from an ER physician during the session, who said they were seeing an increase in suicidality among trans youth.
Representatives later voted to ban Zephyr from the House Chamber after she said, “I hope the next time there’s an invocation when you bow your heads in prayer, you see the blood on your hands.” The House Speaker justified the ban, saying Zephyr had violated “the rules of decorum.” Zephyr said she doesn’t regret her statement and stands by it to this day.
SB99 passed and was signed into law by Republican Gov. Greg Gianforte. It was scheduled to go into effect on Oct. 1, 2023.
Top-surgery was always part of his plan
K.A. found a doctor who specializes in cosmetic, plastic and reconstructive surgery last September. K.A. and his parents rushed to schedule top surgery before SB 99 took effect. Payment for the surgery required out-of-pocket funds, totaling $11,200. With an eight-day window between finding the right doctor and the law’s implementation date, the family needed to secure the funds and pay the entire surgery cost.
“I was given the quote and then went home to my mom. I was in tears when I got the quote. I was in tears when I was talking to my mom. Like, surgery was always part of the plan,” K.A. said. “But the state, they cut off everybody who was already in the process of getting this done. Including somebody who has already been taking testosterone for a couple of years and they just, like, stopped (gender-affirming care), just like, no consideration for anything.”
The family did not have the funds to pay for his surgery. Jerry, K.A.’s father, said that given a couple more months, he would have sold his new motorcycle and other things around the house to ensure K.A. could get his surgery. They discussed loans, but approvals would take too long. Kerstin proposed a different strategy — launch a GoFundMe campaign on social media to help pay for the medical bill.
“This was, like, our last chance, I was like, holy crap, they’re going to win. The state is going to tell me what medical care my kid can have,” Kerstin said. “That wasn’t a good feeling. We had to fight that.”
On the GoFundMe post on Sept. 20, 2023, K.A. wrote, “Having this surgery now would save me from another year of constant dysphoria, distress and discomfort. I can’t imagine spending so much more time suffering like this.”
After it went live, K.A. obsessively checked his GoFundMe campaign. One day before they needed the funds, K.A. was still $2,275 short of his goal and he went to sleep not knowing if he would be able to get the surgery. But the next morning, K.A. discovered an anonymous donor paid the remaining sum.
“People they didn’t even know donated money to my kid so he can have medical freedom,” Kerstin said. “It was just an overwhelming sense of love and support from the community.”
‘Happy no more boobs’
On Sept. 26, K.A. awoke at 4:30 a.m., after a restless night with little sleep. It was the day of his surgery. A day filled with nerves, but also immense excitement. K.A. arrived at the hospital at 5:45 a.m., scheduled for the day’s first operation. Accompanied by his anxious parents, K.A. prepared for the transformative procedure.
After a 30-minute wait, K.A. was brought into the back. The nurse had him put on a yellow gown before he went under anesthesia. As the nurse wheeled him to the surgery room, K.A. said he remembers being very happy, giggling and saying “hi” to every passerby. He fell asleep before entering the room.
K.A. woke up three-and-a-half hours later, fairly high on the anesthesia drugs, his chest wrapped with a bandage and drainage tubes sitting on his lap.
“I don’t remember much after the surgery, but the first thing I remember was I looked down and I could kind of see under my bandages and I started crying seeing my chest because…my chest, it was flat,” K.A. said. “For the first time ever, it was just flat.”
Jerry said there were a lot of emotions in the room, but those emotions and K.A.’s reaction convinced him and Kerstin that they had made the right decision.
“People can say that it was a choice and that I shouldn’t have allowed (the top surgery) to happen,” Jerry said. “But what’s a year difference gonna make? Why make this person suffer for another year?”
The World Professional Association of Transgender Health showed few people regretted their decision to receive gender-affirming treatment. The study showed that getting early medical help, as part of a complete plan focusing on feelings about gender and wellness, can help many trans people who want to seek gender-affirming treatment.
K.A. went home to his dad’s apartment that afternoon and both of his parents helped him get comfortable in the recliner. His mom left for the night but sent him messages. Before K.A. fell asleep, tired from the big day, his friends sent him a video singing a parody of “Happy Birthday” with a chocolate ice cream cake that read “Happy no more boobs” in blue frosting.
The very next day, a district court temporarily blocked SB99 from becoming law. Three families with trans children, two medical providers who work with trans youth and three organizations including LAMBDA Legal, the American Civil Liberties Union and ACLU of Montana sued the state.
Missoula County District Court Judge Jason Marks sided with the plaintiffs, saying SB99 appeared unconstitutional, would infringe on fundamental rights and fail to protect minor children from harm.
Living in the unknown
Jerry assisted in cleaning K.A.’s post-top surgery wounds for the following weeks, taking special care to prevent any infection in the cuts and his re-positioned nipples. His older sister sent him daily texts asking him how his nipples were. His friends remained supportive throughout, flooding his phone with motivational messages and calls.
“He is more himself than I have ever seen him be, and I have known him for ten years,” Ashley, K.A.’s best friend, said. “I think having that care has helped him through all of it. I can’t imagine where he would be today if he didn’t have that care. He would still be K.A., but he wouldn’t be fully himself because he would still be struggling with a lot of that dysphoria along with the mental health impacts of not getting that care.”
After his surgery, K.A. was out of school for three weeks. He took the time to admire his chest, work on homework and relax. He was given the OK to return after his surgeon removed his drainage tubes.
When he returned to school that Friday, all of his teachers and friends were very excited to see him again. He was glad to be back in classes, especially choir class. He said he loved talking to his friends over the phone, but he really missed singing with them. For the first time in his high school career, he was able to wear a button-up with nothing underneath it.
Now, the only worry K.A. has about his care is the future of his testosterone treatments. He said he has anxiety about the possibility that SB99 could go into effect any time and what he and his parents will have to do to ensure he still gets testosterone.
K.A. said that it’s frustrating that the Legislature tried to ban his care instead of applying restrictions on who can access the care. K.A. was in therapy for multiple months before starting hormone replacement therapy. Then, he spent almost two years doing HRT before he got top surgery.
If SB99 goes into effect, both parents agree they will figure it out. They won’t allow K.A. to lose that part of his health care, but it would be incredibly stressful. As SB99 remains temporarily blocked, there is not much they can do but wait.
A light in the dark
Showering has now become one of K.A.’s favorite things to do. He enters the bathroom, undresses and plays his favorite indie music. He has retired the disco ball, keeping the overhead light on. Before he even turns on the water, he admires himself in front of the mirror — flexing and checking out his chest. He flips between full-front view and sidelong looks, admiring his flat chest, healing nipples and a developing six-pack.
He steps into the shower. The warm water runs down his skin, like it did before, only now he can appreciate his body. He says during the shower he carefully traces his scars multiple times.
“I love it so much,” K.A. said. “Getting in the shower like I have no worries. I’m just singing along with my little songs because it’s fun now and not as a distraction. I can actually look at myself and feel good about myself when I’m in the shower.”
After he finishes his shower, he ties a towel around his waist. He returns to the mirror, water droplets still dotting his chest. He struts to his bedroom with his towel still casually draped around his waist.
Then he picks out what pants he wants to wear for the day. Before he finishes dressing, he massages his scars in front of the mirror, part of his post-surgery care. He puts antibiotic ointment on his finger and gently rubs it in circles on his scars and nipples for about 10 minutes. His discarded binder lays crumpled on the floor, never to be worn again.
Eventually he picks out a shirt, appreciating how the fabric feels against his bare skin.
Before he leaves his bedroom, he gives himself one last glance in the mirror. Then, he walks out of his bedroom with his head held high.
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Glenn Close Is The Latest Celeb Moving To Star-Filled Bozeman, Montana. Could It Be The New LA?
At 77, screen legend Glenn Close is in demand from Hollywood more than ever. Last year, she starred in Netflix’s “Deliverance,” Now she’s on the streaming giant’s “Back In Action,” with Jamie Foxx and Cameron Diaz. However, Close finds solace far from LA, in Bozeman, Montana.
Although Close moved to Montana full-time in 2019, she’s owned real estate there since the 1980s, long before the area became a bolt-hole for fellow Hollywood celebs looking for an escape from the glare of tinseltown. As she explained in an interview with the Wall Street Journal, Close has a deep-rooted connection to the place.
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“Today my home is in Bozeman,” she revealed. “All of my siblings live here. My modest 1892 house has a porch where I can see the mountains and say hi to neighbors.”
Close is also building a new property. “I’m building a larger house about a half-hour outside of town,” she shared. “It’s going to be my Zen farmhouse and our family sanctuary. In back will be a stone cottage, reminding me of the best years of my childhood.”
According to realtor.com, Close purchased her three-bedroom, three-bathroom abode via a trust in 2016 for an undisclosed sum. In a 2021 interview with Mountain Outlaw, she explained that she bought the dwelling to be closer to her sisters, Jessie, who lives next door and Tina, who lives nearby. Her brother Alex also has a home in the area. At one point, Glenn and sister Jessie even owned a coffee shop together in town.
“When I was little, I got solace in nature and that has never changed,” Close said. “I always tried to create that same potential for my family, especially now to come back here and be with my siblings and have a piece of land outside of town that will always be here for my daughter and her children. That’s my legacy.”
Close’s daughter, Annie Starke, debuted her cooking show, Magnolia Network’s “The Mountain Kitchen,” filmed on her mother’s Bozeman ranch.
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A Montana town is waging war on its unhoused citizens. One shelter is fighting back
In Kalispell, in the mountains of northern Montana, unhoused people are not allowed to sleep in their cars. They can’t erect tents in public places or carry “excessive” personal possessions. They can’t sleep on bus benches, because the authorities have removed them. And they are unwelcome in the city’s parks, which no longer have public bathrooms or access to water and electricity.
Which raises the question, where exactly are unhoused people expected to sleep?
When Kalispell’s mayor, Mark Johnson, was asked this recently in a federal court hearing, his first suggestion was that they go to a homeless shelter.
The problem, though, was that Johnson and his city colleagues had just voted to close a privately run cold-weather shelter that offers beds to as many as 50 people a night – close to one-sixth of the city’s estimated unhoused population. Indeed, the hearing centered on the legality of that very decision.
“If sleep is biologically necessary,” US district judge Dana Christensen pressed him, “and homeless people can’t lawfully sleep on public property without permission or on private property without permission”, what options did that leave them?
Johnson’s response: “They will find a place within shrubbery, bushes, somewhere on public property that’s discreet where they can sleep, where they’re not seen.”
Such remarks have turned Kalispell, a city of 30,000 best known as a gateway to the grand mountain vistas of Glacier national park, into a lightning rod in the national debate on homelessness, particularly the question of how much leeway local authorities should have to police the problem as a short-term fix for a much deeper-rooted issue.
Johnson and his colleagues in city and county government have taken a strikingly punitive approach to unhoused residents in a city where house prices have more than doubled in the past five years, rents have rocketed, the cost of living has gone up sharply, and mental health services have been slashed, leading to a crisis on the streets.
They have issued one ruling after another expressly designed to restrict unhoused residents’ access to city services, many of them far-reaching. To stop people sleeping on bus stop benches, they did not just remove the benches. They got rid of every bus stop and switched to a hi-tech public transport system requiring riders to call a bus via an app linked to their credit card. Since unhoused people rarely have fully functional cellphones or credit cards, they were suddenly unable to use the bus system, too.
Politicians say they have taken these measures in response to complaints from their constituents, a number of whom have told them they don’t want to see unhoused people in their neighborhoods, sleeping in their front yards, drinking, taking drugs or defecating in public.
But the result has been that unhoused people, many of them physically or mentally disabled and battling addictions, struggle to find places to go – especially during the bitter Montana winter when they are vulnerable to frostbite and hypothermia, and a night in the open can be a death sentence.
The most desperate among them describe a life with few options outside the Flathead Warming Center, the shelter at the middle of the legal dispute and the only one in the city that imposes no restrictions (other than behavioral rules) on whom it takes in during the winter months. People keep moving from place to place, forever wary of the police and teenage gangs intent on picking fights.
“Everything is fear-driven,” said Tonya Horn, the warming center’s director, who argues that city leaders can’t simply wish the problem out of existence. “The community sees homelessness, but they’re not seeing illness. And we serve people who are ill – I can’t say that enough.”
Kalispell is hardly unique in seeking to keep unhoused people and the public disturbances that come with life on the street as far out of sight as possible. But its leaders have pushed the legal limits so far, and engaged in rhetoric so sharp, that even service providers have come to fear for their safety.
The US supreme court, in its Grants Pass decision last June, gave broad discretion to local authorities to police their public spaces and impose criminal penalties on people who sleep in the open. That discretion has been embraced by city and county governments across the political spectrum.
What makes Kalispell unusual is that the attempt to close the warming center – on the grounds that it has exacerbated the homelessness problem instead of addressing it – infringes on private property rights that even the conservative majority on the supreme court has so far left untouched.
To close a center it does not own, the city has sought to revoke the conditional use permit it granted five years ago when the center was in the planning stages. Such permits, however, typically determine how a structure is built and have no enduring power once the project is completed and approved. It is also far from clear what exactly the warming center has done wrong.
As a lawyer for the center, Christen Hebert, argued in court: “The Warming Center didn’t break the law, and it didn’t violate the conditions of its permit. But it became politically unpopular, a scapegoat for the problems associated with homelessness in Kalispell.”
Kalispell has stood out, too, because of the intensity of local officials’ rhetoric in blaming both the unhoused population and the service providers helping them.
In early 2023, Flathead county’s three commissioners wrote a notorious letter that accused those service providers of creating more homelessness. It mentioned, but did not name, a “low-barrier shelter” that had opened recently – a clear reference to the warming center.
The commissioners argued that homelessness was a problem rooted in liberal coastal cities, and its spread the result of travellers from San Francisco or Seattle seeking to export their “homeless lifestyle”. One Flathead county commissioner, Brad Abell, suggested in an interview that the root cause of homelessness was the breakdown of the American family. “And that began with Black families,” he said. “It started with the Black population of the United States.”
The warming center and its allies say such arguments are both offensive and deliberate misinformation. Worse, they believe the startlingly strong rhetoric, coming from elected officials, has given license to acts of violence against unhoused individuals.
Six months after the commissioners’ letter was published, teenagers with neo-Nazi associations were filmed beating a 60-year-old unhoused man to death in a parking lot behind a gas station. At least seven other unhoused men in Kalispell claim to have been jumped, beaten or, in one case, run over around the same time.
The hostility has continued. Many unhoused citizens report being taunted and targeted with paintball guns, firecrackers and cinder blocks thrown at their tents. Some described in interviews how they had taken to carrying knives, machetes, axes and the occasional pistol to protect themselves. They also try to stick together rather than risk being picked off one by one.
“The commissioners set the path and gave a platform for hate in this community,” Horn, the warming center director, charged.
“There’s a eugenics movement just below the surface,” added Jenny Ball, a prominent local social worker who was herself almost run down by a truck that, she believes, targeted her. “They want people to die.”
Ball called the commissioners’ letter a “dog whistle” that immediately set her and her clients on edge. “I would feel watched,” she said. “I’d be followed everywhere by people on foot or in trucks. Especially in the parks, I’d have a lot of eyes on me. People would come up angrily and ask: ‘What are you doing?’”
The county commissioners have consistently rejected any link between their letter and the ensuing violence. “I don’t believe we advocated violence against anybody,” commissioner Abell said. Johnson, the mayor, and Chad Graham, another city council member who has pushed to close the warming center, did not respond to interview requests.
At first glance, the hostility seems out of place in a city that prides itself on its neighborliness – “We take care of each other in the Flathead”, a local saying has it – and would much rather be in the business of ferrying tourists to Glacier national park or the ski slopes above Whitefish, a half-hour drive to the north.
In the last five years, though, the city has been rocked by overlapping crises that have greatly increased both the number of people living on the street and the severity of their problems. This, in turn, has hardened local attitudes toward what Horn, quoting the Gospels, calls “the least of these”.
In 2020, the Covid pandemic prompted an influx of relatively wealthy residents from California, Texas and other states who were working remotely and could stretch their money much further in north-west Montana. The population jumped more than 25% over the next four years, landlords evicted thousands of people so they could sell their properties or convert them into short-term rentals, and many of their tenants found they either could not afford a new place or even find one.
At the same time, mental care facilities started closing because of devastating budget cuts mandated by the Montana state legislature, pushing dozens of people with schizophrenia and other serious mental health conditions on to the street. Finally, property speculation led to the closure of two of Kalispell’s lower-income residential hotels, leaving several dozen of the city’s neediest with nowhere to go.
Ryan Hunter, a city council member with a background in urban planning, pushed hard to spur construction of affordable housing after he was elected in 2019 and warned his council colleagues that simply policing the new wave of unhoused citizens would not solve the problem. “The kneejerk response is always the criminalisation response,” he said. “But it doesn’t work. It just pushes the problem someplace else.”
Hunter, though, was roundly ignored, especially after a man living in a camper in a gym parking lot shot and killed an employee who told him he could no longer come in to take showers and exercise. Social media soon filled with accounts of unhoused people shooting up in parks, leaving garbage and human waste in their wake, and sleeping in tents on public trails.
At the same time, law enforcement was overwhelmed, since there was no appropriate place to take mentally ill people experiencing a crisis. People would end up bouncing among the police station, the emergency room and overnight shelters including the warming center, then be back out on the street.
Soon, the same city council members who had approved plans for the warming center in 2019 were distancing themselves from it. Another shelter in town, Samaritan House, saw a spike in crimes and other disturbances in its immediate vicinity but was not publicly accused of being responsible for it the way Horn and her colleagues were.
Kalispell’s homeless numbers were markedly down in counts conducted in 2023, shortly after the commissioners’ letter was published, and again in 2024 – a phenomenon that service providers said had less to do with the real numbers than the fact that many of the city’s unhoused people were afraid to come out of hiding to be counted because of the rancid political environment.
In his interview, Abell had a different explanation. As he sat beneath a large mule deer head erected as a hunting trophy on his office wall, he congratulated himself for putting out-of-town “homeless lifestyle” advocates on notice and effectively scaring them away. “Other states spend billions on homelessness … but homelessness has increased as they spend,” he argued. “We reduced it by 30% and didn’t spend any taxpayer money to do it.”
Homeless advocates are cautiously optimistic that a new $300m state funding stream for mental health services might one day translate into new services in and around Kalispell. But Abell and another county commissioner, Randy Brodehl, showed little sign that they were pushing for it, saying only that it was not their responsibility.
“We would rather put our resources into areas that are more effective for us, from basic law enforcement to snow plowing to road maintenance,” Brodehl said. “[Our] responsibility doesn’t include being altruistic. It doesn’t include doing things that feel good. We are here to do what’s right with the funding that the taxpayers give us. It’s not necessarily to solve people’s mental health and behavioral health issues.”
The warming center has managed to push back against this prevailing tide, in large part because its plight attracted the attention of a national group of public interest lawyers, the Institute for Justice. Weeks after the Kalispell city council voted to close the center down, IJ filed a complaint in federal court alleging that the move was illegal. Weeks after that, Christensen granted a preliminary injunction allowing the warming center to stay open while the case proceeds.
In his ruling, the judge described the city’s reasons for rescinding the center’s zoning permit as “subjective, nebulous, and … meaningless” – language seen by lawyers and the local media as devastating to the city’s legal position.
Whether the characterisation will shift public attitudes, though, is harder to say. “The community is told we are doing it wrong,” Horn lamented. “The community is told we are the problem.”
On a recent Monday night, with snow flurries in the air, two dozen men and women stood in line outside the warming center, behind a fenced enclosure so the neighbours couldn’t see them, in anticipation of the 6pm opening time. Staff was on hand to have them sign an occupancy agreement and place any pocket knives in a plastic bucket. (Firearms are forbidden.)
Inside, a meal awaited them – bean-and-ham soup, a choice of beef stew or sandwiches, potato chips and cake – as well as access to showers, toilets, laundry machines, a refrigerator and computers. The guests, as the center refers to them, were then assigned bunk beds, each with a plastic mattress and basic linens and blankets.
The center offers a range of services, including haircuts and medical care, and works diligently with each resident on ways to rebuild their lives – anything from obtaining an identity card to applying for lower-income housing. Many of the regular residents volunteer to help with the newcomers, sign up for chores or even work shifts.
They describe the center as a welcome reprieve from the hostile environment outside. “We deserve to be treated with respect until we disrespect you,” said Will Brown, a resident in a cowboy hat who has worked in the past as a wildland firefighter.
Still, it is hardly a comfortable place. The bunk room, which once served as a car repair shop, has no windows and gets hot as it fills. People snore, or have night terrors. “We’re the last resort,” Horn said, “but by no means are we a resort.”
The center does not hesitate to throw out guests who break the rules – proof, in Horn’s mind, that it upholds basic standards of orderly behavior. But those standards have also been turned against the center whenever unhoused people who were not admitted, or did not try to be, cause trouble elsewhere in the city. One of the main charges against Horn and her staff is that they have failed to be “protective of … the neighborhood” – a charge they say unfairly suggests they should somehow be responsible for policing large parts of the city.
Even when the warming center is full, many hundreds more unhoused men and women are left looking for shelter in and around Kalispell. Some, their advocates say, sleep in abandoned buildings, or in holes they dig near railroad tracks, or under a heating vent near the Kalispell police station when they can sleep unobserved. Some break city rules by sleeping in their cars, knowing the police will move them on after a few hours at most.
All sides agree this situation is intolerable. Blaming the warming center, though, strikes Horn and others as perverse and counterproductive. “When you bring people inside to warmth and safety,” she argued, “you make the community safer. They get their basic needs met. You have to start there.”
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