INDIANAPOLIS — Richard Petty as soon as mentioned, “I am unable to recall a lot concerning the 200 races that I received, however I can inform you each single little element concerning the 1,000 races that I misplaced. That is how all us racers are. It is sick, is not it?”

The King wasn’t driving within the 106th working of the Indianapolis 500 on Sunday, however as race winner Marcus Ericsson climbed from the cockpit of his Honda in Victory Lane, Petty’s shared sickness was on show down under Ericsson’s perch, seen from one finish of pit highway to the opposite.

Scott Dixon, who began from the pole place and led almost half the laps run solely to see his day undone by a pit highway dashing penalty to complete twenty first, rubbed his reddened face together with his arms and choked again tears as his spouse appeared on and wept on his behalf.

“You do all you are able to do and hope that the breaks go your approach, and generally they do not,” the always-composed six-time IndyCar champion mentioned. The 41-year-old driver mustered a smile when reporters rattled off questions laced with, “You had been going to win, what occurred?” and “You’ve got nonetheless solely received this race as soon as,” and peppering him with profession stats like 1-for-20 at Indy. “At this time, the breaks went our approach … till they did not,” he mentioned.

Helio Castronenves, the defending champion who waited an excruciating dozen years between his third and fourth Indy wins, free soloed his approach from twenty seventh to seventh however noticed his ascent stopped by a collection of late cautions. He spent his postrace time slowly strolling the size of the pit lane, waving to the followers who nonetheless remained from the unique inexperienced flag attendance of greater than 300,000. “I needed to say thanks,” the 47-year-old racer defined. “And I additionally needed to take my thoughts off me not having the ability to shut the deal right this moment.”

Tony Kanaan was behind the wheel of a one-off trip however was the quickest automotive within the discipline when the “laps to go” counter entered single digits. But he ran out of steam and needed to accept third. His head drenched in sweat, the 47-year-old 2013 Indy 500 winner fended off postrace questions on retirement (“I’ve a 12 months to determine that out”) and talked at size about race technique (“We had been all taking part in chess on the market”) earlier than leaning into his elbows atop the pit field, shaking his head and exhaustedly saying, “I left all of it on the market. That is all I can do.”

Pato O’Ward, who ran actually wheel-to-wheel with Ericsson with one lap remaining, was requested point-blank, does it suck to be second? “Second is a really respectable consequence. It’s exhausting capsule to swallow, however it’s a nice day,” he answered. Moments later, as he walked away from the microphones and cameras to depart the press field, he mentioned to the folks following him to the elevator, “To be clear, although, sure, second, it sucks.”

It does. At any race. However the sting of arising quick at Indianapolis is a like a Taser. It hurts. And it takes a very long time to shake that ache — if it goes away in any respect. The Indianapolis 500 is one in every of 17 races on the IndyCar Collection schedule. There are many trophies and paychecks to be received all year long. There’s a season championship to win. However there may be solely one of many three hundred and sixty five days on an IndyCar racer’s calendar that could be a potential gateway to immortality.

They do not fee an artist to sculpt your face from silver to be positioned on a 6-foot-tall artwork deco trophy alongside the likenesses of A.J. Foyt and Mario Andretti whenever you win the Music Metropolis Grand Prix or the Hy-Vee Salute to Farmers 300. There’s just one Borg-Warner Trophy. It can now be adorned by the faces of 106 winners. In the meantime, the mugs of the almost 3,500 losers might be discovered within the pits, in Gasoline Alley, house on the sofa or within the grave, all in a temper that’s removed from sterling silver.

Indy is Indy. A spot so enchanting that by some means even profitable the “Best Spectacle in Racing” is not sufficient.

“That is the one place the place in the event you win it as soon as, it solely makes you that rather more determined to win it once more,” defined Alexander Rossi, the 2016 Indy 500 champion, who completed fifth on Sunday. In seven profession begins, he has completed seventh or higher 5 instances, together with a runner-up effort in 2019. He appeared off into the space as he talked, replaying the ultimate laps of the race in his thoughts and sounding like a person in a dentist’s chair with no Novocain: “When the chief is correct there, the place you possibly can see him, and you already know that the checkered flag is popping out quickly, however you possibly can’t catch them. There’s nothing you are able to do. However they’re proper there. It is probably the most helpless feeling. All you are able to do is hope you’re that shut once more, however now you need to wait a 12 months to see if that occurs.”

Ericsson, that chief whom Rossi might see however not catch, wasn’t but into the “rather more determined to win it once more” stage of his new life as an Indy 500 champion after he completed his conventional victory lap trip atop a tempo automotive adorned with a wreath and milk mustache. However he confessed that falling into Indy anguish was on his thoughts earlier than that victory grew to become official.

The 31-year-old Swedish racer got here to IndyCar from Formulation One in 2019 with an admitted concern of racing on ovals. His two profession collection wins got here on highway programs, in Detroit and Nashville, and his common end over 13 oval begins was 14th, with a greatest Indy 500 effort of eleventh. He seemed to be streaking to a win with solely six laps remaining when Indy 500 rookie Jimmie Johnson hit the wall to deliver out the crimson flag.

“As I sat there below the crimson flag working by the entire situations and excited about the blokes who could be attacking on the restart, I thought of a dialog I had with [three-time Indy 500 winner and mentor] Dario Franchitti,” Ericsson recalled. “We truly talked about what I ought to do if I used to be within the lead late. Enjoying protection. Conserving them behind me. Making them work, make a mistake, simply be sure that I didn’t.”

Throughout a livid two-lap shootout, Ericsson held off all challengers, together with that battle with O’Ward as they dove into Flip 1 to deliver followers within the grandstands to their collective ft. Moments later, Ericsson flashed below the checkered flag.

Because the solar rose over Indianapolis Motor Speedway, many believed this is able to be the day when Ericsson’s boss, four-time Indy 500-winning staff proprietor Chip Ganassi, would lastly snap his puzzling 10-year drought, a decade pained by that winner’s starvation. Solely they believed that victory would come by way of one in every of Ericsson’s 4 higher-profile teammates: Dixon, Kanaan, defending collection champion Alex Palou and even Johnson.

In Monaco, the place media and followers watched the motion from Indy on TV after the just-completed Monaco Grand Prix, it was broadly believed {that a} driver from the 2018 roster of the staff previously generally known as Sauber F1 would earn a victory in one in every of Earth’s most prestigious races. Solely they thought it might be Charles Leclerc (now driving for Ferrari) proper there in Monaco, not Ericsson. Leclerc completed fourth.

So, all of their predictions got here true. They only had the racers and locations all mistaken. It was Ericsson, the 0-for-his-career F1 racer who hated ovals who received the day by claiming racing’s coveted occasion. And handing out a giant ol’ serving to of racing’s least coveted feeling. That ailment for which there isn’t a remedy — and the one therapy is a jug of milk that’s prescribed to just one individual yearly.

“Our objective as racing drivers is to win, it doesn’t matter what it takes,” Ericsson added earlier than heading into the Indianapolis night to rejoice together with his household. He recalled that when he received the Detroit Grand Prix in June 2021, it was his first victory of any type since 2013. Eight years of shedding. “What it takes to get right here is a whole lot of heartbreak. A lot heartbreak.”

Then the latest Indy immortal smiled.

“However right this moment, proper now, it’s value it.”