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Modern Love Podcast: Right Swipes, Big City
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From The New York Occasions, I’m Anna Martin, and that is the Fashionable Love podcast. This week’s essay is about relationship apps. In the event you’re relationship at present, you sort of have to make use of them, and utilizing them is exhausting. Backside line: It’s simply actually laborious to draw the sort of individual you truly wish to date by utilizing your cellphone. The essay is named, “His Consolation is Not My Accountability.” It’s written by Alexandra Capellini and browse by Frankie Corzo.
Rob and I’ve been speaking on Bumble for a few month. We matched whereas he was condominium looking in New York Metropolis. He was good-looking, humorous and well-educated with roots in Boston. We stayed in contact.
After he arrived and moved into his new place, we converted from app messaging to texting — the essential subsequent step. These first few days of texting, we have been deciding on a restaurant within the East Village.
“Belief me,” he wrote. “Let’s attempt one in every of these locations early subsequent week?”
“That’d be enjoyable,” I wrote.
And similar to that, I used to be torn over what to say subsequent. I nonetheless don’t know the way quickly I’m speculated to convey up the factor — or if I’m speculated to convey it up in any respect. If I ought to wait till we meet to say something, or if I ought to say nothing. As a result of perhaps he already knew. However I had no means of figuring out if he already knew. I must ask.
You’ll suppose that my relationship app photographs would give it away, however quite a lot of guys don’t hassle to scroll by all the photographs. My first and second solely present my face. That counts for lots on this planet of relationship apps. My third is bolder — it reveals me kneeling. A cautious observer will discover my prosthesis. My fourth picture leaves no query. I’m standing with the prosthesis on full show.
After a number of years on these relationship apps, I’m nonetheless in shock over what number of guys miss this element in my photographs. Is “element” even the proper phrase? Having one leg is unquestionably one thing, however is it greater or smaller than a element?
I’m 25 and a third-year medical pupil, however I’ve been coping with this in a technique or one other for many of my life. Once I was six, my mom observed that my proper knee was immediately bigger than my left. It turned out to be an aggressive osteosarcoma. That’s a bone most cancers that led to many months of chemotherapy and, finally, to an above-knee amputation of my proper leg. That’s it.
I made a decision that I might be direct with Rob. It will make me uncomfortable to fulfill him with out figuring out if he knew about my prosthesis. So at 8:32 p.m., in the midst of our texting, I mentioned, “Simply so there aren’t any surprises, you realize that I put on a prosthesis on one in every of my legs, proper?” 20 minutes later, there was nonetheless no response.
My subsequent transfer was to return to Bumble, and that’s after I noticed that our chat historical past had been cleaned, changed with “Rob ended the chat.” I fumbled with my cellphone and texted him the primary phrases that got here to thoughts: “That was actually harsh.”
“I’m sorry,” he wrote. We by no means spoke once more.
Did I cry? No. Did it sting? Sure.
I discovered early on that being an amputee would have an effect on my relationship life. In faculty, I loved going out each weekend, dancing with buddies. Typically, a man would begin conversations on a darkish, crowded dance flooring and generally get me a drink. Then we might stroll upstairs to a lighted room to speak, the place he would look down and see my legs beneath my skirt and discover an excuse to wander away.
One man who didn’t wander away instructed me that our mutual good friend had given him a heads up, saying, “You recognize she has one leg, although, proper?” I used to be not requested up to now events at fraternities. I couldn’t put on heels going out due to my prosthetic ankle adjustment. And I needed to watch what I drank in order that I may safely stroll up and down the steps of home events. All of it needed to be deliberate in my head each time.
I nonetheless don’t have a plan for explaining over relationship apps how I misplaced my leg. In truth, telling guys how I misplaced my leg is the very last thing I wish to do on a relationship app. Generally I’ll say, “I had bone most cancers as a younger woman.” Holding it easy. I cringe on the responses: “Oh rattling.” “I’m so sorry.” “You should be so robust.”
On relationship apps, I don’t wish to be considered being that sort of robust. I don’t wish to speak about chemotherapy; I actually must be within the temper for that. On apps, I simply wish to know if we will exit to dinner and seize a drink on Friday evening.
Once I consider Rob, I do know I dodged a bullet. Pals are fast to say that he was not meant for me, they usually’re proper. However I additionally marvel what would have occurred if we had met, if I had not talked about my leg.
If I hadn’t talked about the leg, Rob and I might have met for dinner. Once I arrived, I may need caught him off guard with my strolling limp. He won’t have been into it, however he would have had no selection however to speak with me, to interact with me, no less than for some time, as an precise individual.
Even when he have been to drop issues with me afterward, simply to have the ability to humanize the abstraction would have been invaluable. And my hope could be from that evening on, Rob wouldn’t be capable to escape into baseless misconceptions and generalizations about different amputee girls.
Maybe he would bear in mind me and consider the evening we met, and perhaps he would consider how little all of it mattered then. Doesn’t change occur one individual at a time? In spite of everything, in my life, there have been many Robs.
Rob doesn’t know, and can by no means know, that I stroll round with an above-knee prosthesis for 16 hours a day as a medical pupil. He doesn’t know that I swim twice per week, that I ski on one leg and exit dancing on weekends. He doesn’t know that I’m a summer time camp counselor for younger amputees, that I proactively maintain my physique, and that I journey independently.
Since that factor with Rob, I haven’t talked about my leg throughout conversations on relationship apps. I don’t wish to spend time desirous about the right way to make different guys extra snug with assembly me. I don’t want that in any respect. Just lately, I remembered a distinct Rob I met years in the past, an funding banker I dated for a bit. On our second date, we sat at Morganstern’s consuming ice cream. He glanced at my leg. I glanced at him. And he mentioned, “You don’t want to inform me something about it. That’s as much as you.” I kissed him that evening.
He referred to as issues off a number of weeks later as a result of he mentioned I deserved so a lot better. A typical line, I suppose, from the sort of man who tries, however finally can’t transfer ahead.
However he was proper. I did and do deserve higher.
Hey, Alexandra.
Hey.
Alexandra, how lengthy have you ever been on relationship apps?
I’ve been on relationship apps for nearly 4 years — since late 2018.
I really feel like I’ve been on them for almost all of my grownup life. You recognize what I imply?
Identical.
I really feel like, there’s simply — the solidarity of girls on apps is a very robust presence in my life. You recognize what I imply? Simply being like, we’re all navigating this, but it surely’s such a crucial evil, and I actually do imply evil. You recognize what I imply?
Yeah. I can’t communicate to relationship in different cities. I simply really feel like there’s one thing about being in New York and the countless, countless lists of choices you’ve got that you simply’re simply questioning, how does anybody resolve who to really proceed speaking to or cease speaking to or see twice? I don’t know.
It does really feel actually like we’re taking pictures at midnight, like we’re simply making it up.
Oh, yeah.
I ponder, would you be sport to share your profile with me now?
I can completely share my profile with you now.
Oh, my God. I’m going to ship mine to you as effectively.
All proper, I’m sending you. There you might be.
Oh, my God.
Oh, I like your entire photographs. They’re so enjoyable.
Oh, my God, I like your photographs, too! OK, so this primary one, it’s like a shoulders up shot. You look to be standing on a rooftop of some kind. How did you resolve on this picture as your first pic?
I wished it to really feel prefer it was an precise snapshot of me. And this was a really typical day.
The lighting is great on this. It’s like emanating from the nook. You look angelic. You’re doing type of a mushy smile. You’ve actually mastered the closed mouth smile. It’s a beautiful pic. I feel you nailed it. I’ve to inform you, I feel that’s 10 out of 10. Unimaginable first picture. Was this a selfie?
It was 100% a selfie —
Woman —
— with a mushy smile. That was completely true.
— and take a look at my first image. Is that not the very same factor?
Sure, you’ve got the mushy smile selfie and good lighting.
Thanks.
And also you’re like —
I’m neck up.
— neck up. [LAUGHS]
One other factor about this app is that there’s little written prompts — you realize what I imply, that you simply —
Yeah.
— reply. And I see you’ve got, “The place to search out me on the occasion.” And your reply, which I like, is: “positively dancing.” I need your trustworthy suggestions on my immediate solutions. As a result of I really feel like my tactic is as a result of I type of balk at their cheesiness, I don’t take them that significantly.
OK, your first immediate right here is, “I’m searching for … extra napkins.”
I really feel like, A, I’m a messy eater, in order that is sort of a actual snapshot of me. I’m searching for extra napkins. However then additionally, clearly, this immediate is meant to be like, I’m searching for a love connection, or you realize what I imply? Like I’m searching for one thing informal. And I selected to intentionally misinterpret this immediate and put extra napkins. I assume my method with relationship apps typically is to attempt to be humorous. Do you are feeling such as you use humor in your profile?
Nicely, I first wish to say that I like the humor as a result of I’m additionally —
Thanks.
— all the time searching for extra napkins and stashing them in my bag for actually no cause. It’s only a behavior.
Hey, hear, you must be ready.
So there’s that. And yeah, I feel I may in all probability use extra humor on a few of my profiles. There’s one which mentioned, “What’s your love language,” or “My love language is —”
Oh, god.
— dot, dot, dot. After which I’m like, I don’t know. I could possibly be humorous and write, like, my love language is when folks carry my leg to me when it’s within the different room.
It’s like the final word act of endearance.
Wait, I actually love that. Nicely, inform me, so that you’ve thought of placing that down, however why haven’t you set it down?
I assume as a result of I’m all the time looking for that effective line of creating this a factor and never making this a factor. Like, not getting too into speaking concerning the leg, but in addition desirous to really feel like I can speak about it in a means that feels me. And I joke about it on a regular basis. It’s very mild to me, regardless that it’s a heavy factor to different folks. And that’s very, very true. I contemplate the lack of my leg and the most cancers expertise behind it to have been positively some sort of trauma. That was a tough time. However I feel the toughest occasions have been determining my physique picture all of the years afterwards.
However I feel on the finish of the day, I’ve sort of started to see it as one thing I can chortle and make mild of, as a result of that is what I’m going to appear to be for the remainder of my life. And I don’t suppose it’s adequate to simply settle for the best way I look and to simply say, I’m OK with it. I actually must be on the level the place I can have a good time it. And that’s been an enormous one for me.
Mm-hmm. Your essay is about the way you current your prosthesis on a relationship app. Do you’ve got buddies who navigate one thing comparable on the apps?
Yeah, so a few of my buddies, in the event you can write somewhat bio about your self below your first picture, they’ll say, like, left above-knee amputee, operating round Dallas. Or one thing like, one-legged woman strolling round San Diego, issues like that. And I used to be like, effectively, that feels so loud. That feels so on the market. However a few of my buddies, that’s what they’re going for. So generally we’ll have debates like, OK, ought to I slip within the phrase “amputee” in my bio? Or ought to I throw in a immediate that makes some joke about how I’m enjoying the longest sport of disguise and go search ever?
Wait, what do you imply by that?
That was a joke that one in every of my buddies — he instructed me this once we have been having a chat one time about apps. He was like, why don’t you say one thing like, searching for my leg? It’ll be the longest disguise and go search sport ever. And I used to be like, I don’t know if that’s humorous or tousled, however —
Oh, my God. Yeah. Do you’ve got any dates lined up within the close to future?
I’m speculated to go snowboarding with somebody.
Wow!
I do know. And I’ve to say, I’ve by no means gone out snowboarding earlier than with somebody who I’d already been on a number of dates with, so I’m sort of curious how that goes. And it’ll be fascinating, as a result of more often than not I’m snowboarding, I’m with different folks within the adaptive group. So it could be actually enjoyable to go ski with somebody who’s simply going to be on the market with two skis and two poles.
Mm-hmm. Nicely, that appears like an unimaginable date.
Alexandra, this has been actually a lot enjoyable to speak to you. Thanks a lot.
Thanks for having me. This was so enjoyable, and I’m very excited to been in a position to see your profile as a result of it’s 10 out of 10.
Yours as effectively.
Fashionable Love is produced by Julia Botero and Hans Buetow. It’s edited by Sarah Sarasohn. This episode was combined by Elisheba Ittoop. Dan Powell created our Fashionable Love theme music. Digital manufacturing by Mahima Chablani and a particular because of Ryan Wegner at Audm. The Fashionable Love column is edited by Dan Jones. Miya Lee is the editor of Fashionable Love tasks. I’m Anna Martin. Thanks for listening.
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Tragedy feels all too familiar in these two international dramas
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The Swedish series Quicksand and the Mexican drama The Accident offer a reminder that justice plays out differently around the world. Above, Hanna Ardéhn as Maja in Quicksand.
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When a show is called The Accident, you know something very bad is going to happen, and when it opens with a kids’ birthday party, you know it’s probably going to be extra bad.
While on vacation, I came across the 10-episode Spanish-language Netflix series The Accident, which is currently in the Netflix Top 10. I decided to give it a whirl, as much as anything because I wanted to know what the accident was. I had not watched the trailer, which gives it away, but because it does (and it’s revealed in the opening episode), I will tell you what the accident is: At the party, the bounce house where the kids are playing is picked up by a gust of wind, and tragedy ensues.
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Unfortunately, this can happen (there was a similar tragedy in Maryland not long ago), but this is only the inciting incident. As we follow the affected families, there is intrigue over a business deal, there is an affair, there is a very scary man, there is a teenage romance, and there is a tangled tale of who is responsible for this accident. The series is about the ways these people are changed by one day in their lives, but it also has a strong undercurrent of soapy drama.
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I’m not sure the show is terrific, but it’s very watchable, in that I watched all 10 episodes in a single day. (Vacation!) This is a Mexican drama, and it made me think about how, wherever a story comes from, the deepest anxieties often echo pretty effectively. A nightmare that involves kids, families that start placing blame, parents who are trying to balance career and family responsibilities with devastating costs for failure – it’s all pretty horrifying.
It’s hard to transition with the words “speaking of horrifying,” but I also watched the 2019 Swedish drama series Quicksand, adapted from the book of the same name, which begins with a school shooting. A young woman named Maja (Hanna Ardéhn) is discovered covered in blood after a shooting that kills several people (including her boyfriend), and over six episodes, the series explores what her role was and what culpability she has. While some of it is about what could possibly drive anyone to commit an act like this, a lot of it is also about the toxicity that can develop in relationships between teenagers, particularly ones who feel alienated from friends or family. Ardéhn is excellent, as is the rest of the cast, and the story walks a fine line between sensitivity and mystery as it provides more and more information about the events on the day.
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While both of these series are what you might call a “tough sit” because of the subject matter, it’s always interesting to look through a different lens at storytelling that touches on familiar things. For an American viewer like me, both series drive home the point that the justice system works differently in different places – and that criminal offenses can have wildly different penalties in other countries.
And as always, I do recommend watching these shows with subtitles, for the simple reason that you have to give them your attention. You can’t second-screen if you need to read along, and there’s much to be said for training yourself to let something hold your focus for, say, eight hours or so.
Netflix is now serving me recommendations for many, many, many dramas that were produced internationally. I’ll see you in a few years, when I’ve made a dent.
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49ers Rookie WR Ricky Pearsall Shot During Attempted Robbery
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Ricky Pearsall, the 49ers 2024 first-round draft pick, was shot earlier today during an attempted burglary in San Francisco, the city’s mayor announced.
23-year-old Pearsall is in stable condition at a local hospital … after reportedly being shot in the arm around 3:30 PM.
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The alleged shooter was caught at the scene and is currently in custody.
The harrowing incident went down Saturday afternoon in the Union Square area of downtown SF, according to SFPD.
Cops says they responded to call for a shooting … and when they arrived on the scene, they encountered two injured people. Video taken on the street appears to show Pearsall walkin to the ambulance.
Video of 49ers draft pick Ricky Pearsall walking to ambulance after police say he was shot near Union Square. Video from witness. @KTVU pic.twitter.com/luhulILUQ7
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While investigating, it became clear one of the injured was Pearsall, and the other was the alleged burglar … who was injured while committing the alleged crime.
“This afternoon, there was an attempted robbery in Union Square involving San Francisco 49ers wide receiver Ricky Pearsall and he was shot. SFPD was on scene immediately and an arrest of the shooter was made,” SF mayor London Breed said in a statement.
“My thoughts are with Ricky and his family at this time.”
The Niners drafted Pearsall, a wide receiver, 31st overall in the NFL Draft back in April after a senior season where he caught 65 passes for 965 yards and 4 TDs for the Florida Gators.
Pearsall wasn’t expected to play a major role within the Niners offense this year … with stars like like Deebo Samuel and Brandon Aiyuk ahead of him on the depth chart.
Pearsall was also battling a shoulder injury this preseason, prior to Saturday’s shooting.
Story developing …
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