Thailand/ Myanmar border – As a night thunderstorm rolled via a border city in Thailand in Could, a bunch of households from Myanmar celebrated the onset of the wet season collectively from their compound. Males chewed betel and drank tea from the veranda; youngsters ran round till their garments have been drenched; a girl sporting a sarong introduced out shampoo and washed her hair.

Whereas they loved the break from the stifling warmth, it was a momentary respite for the households, who’re all refugees.

They arrive from vastly completely different backgrounds: politicians and group organisers, civil servants who refused to work below the navy authorities, and basic residents swept up within the pro-democracy motion. Their tales converge in that all of them fled their houses following final February’s navy coup, crossed irregularly into Thailand, and appealed to the United Nations refugee company (UNHCR) for humanitarian safety.

Unable to securely return to Myanmar or to remain legally in Thailand, which doesn’t recognise refugees dwelling outdoors of camps, they’re amongst 288 refugees from Myanmar who have been referred by the UNHCR in Thailand to the governments of third international locations for resettlement consideration for the reason that starting of 2021, in response to the UNHCR’s on-line database. This quantity might also embrace refugees who crossed into Thailand earlier than the coup, having fled former waves of persecution and violence.

The resettlement screening course of has no fastened timeline, and among the households with whom Al Jazeera spoke mentioned that they started the method greater than a yr in the past. Whereas they wait, they not often enterprise past the perimeter of their compound as a consequence of their undocumented standing.

As they watch the seasons change collectively, grieving for what they left behind and anticipating what lies forward, they’ve nurtured steadfast friendships.

“We got here right here, met one another and have become a group,” mentioned Noticed Htoo, a Baptist reverend from Myanmar’s Karen ethnic minority. “We share widespread floor, which makes it simpler to face our issues.”

He and different refugees featured on this report have been recognized by pseudonyms and their location has been withheld for safety causes.

City refugees

Within the 17 months since Myanmar’s navy seized energy, it has tried to purge the nation of dissent and destroy widespread resistance to its rule. Troopers and police have shot lots of of nonviolent protesters useless, whereas the navy has responded to the rising armed resistance motion by attacking communities with bombings, artillery hearth and arson.

Almost 800,000 folks have fled their houses for the reason that coup, in response to a UN month-to-month humanitarian replace printed in June, which identifies 758,000 folks displaced inside Myanmar and 40,000 who crossed into India.

The report makes no point out of refugees in Thailand; in a response to emailed questions, Morgane Roussel-Hemery of the UNHCR’s Thailand workplace informed Al Jazeera that as of June 22, there have been no refugees from Myanmar dwelling on the Thai facet of the border in response to the Thai authorities.

She added that the Thai authorities was main the nation’s refugee response on the border, the place it had established customary working procedures final March stipulating that every one refugees have been to be housed in “short-term protected areas” below Thai military administration.

Though 20,000 folks had been housed in these areas as of June 22, all of them had returned to Myanmar “after the preventing reportedly subsided”, mentioned Roussel-Hemery, once more citing the Thai authorities. The UNHCR had not been granted entry to find out refugees’ safety wants earlier than they returned, she informed Al Jazeera.

Rights teams together with Human Rights Watch and Fortify Rights have reported that Thai officers have at occasions pushed again refugees from Myanmar and blocked their entry throughout the border; the Thai authorities has denied these claims.

The scenario has deteriorated for the reason that final week of June, when heavy preventing broke out between the navy and armed resistance teams close to the Thailand border. Myanmar navy forces have since repeatedly attacked the realm from the air, inflicting casualties amongst civilians and fighters.

Roussel-Hemery of the UNHCR informed Al Jazeera that between June 29 and July 4, the Thai authorities had counted 1,429 folks from Myanmar who had fled to Thailand, of whom 802 remained in “short-term protected areas”.

The UNHCR declined to reply to Al Jazeera’s requests for details about the variety of “city refugees”, or these dwelling outdoors of camps, as a substitute emphasising that their security was primarily the duty of the state.

‘Dismantling a raft’

However with city refugees unrecognised and uncounted by the Thai authorities, they continue to be in a precarious scenario. Al Jazeera spoke with three of them about why they got here to Thailand and the way they’re enduring their present conditions whereas they watch for potential resettlement.

Considered one of them is Thida, who alongside together with her husband joined throngs of protesters in Yangon within the weeks after the coup, and by Could, had gone into hiding for concern of arrest. In October, when Thida was eight months pregnant, the couple determined to depart the nation.

They hid in a village close to the border for per week earlier than crossing into Thailand within the rain, carrying their belongings on their backs. “It was very troublesome and I stored slipping. It’s so fortunate that my child survived,” mentioned Thida. “After I first acquired right here, I used to be so pleased that I began crying, as a result of I knew that I wouldn’t die.”

For Noticed Htoo, the second to flee dwelling got here final March. His spouse, a hospital administrator in Mandalay, was amongst lots of of hundreds of civil servants who had refused to work below the navy administration; weeks after the navy started arresting individuals who joined the strikes, the couple determined to depart town with their elementary school-aged daughter.

Throughout the subsequent eight months, they steadily made their far more than 800 kilometres (497 miles) southeast in the hunt for security and a spot the place their daughter might go to high school, and in November, they offered their belongings and crossed into Thailand. “We left the whole lot in Burma and we fled,” mentioned Noticed Htoo. “In keeping with a Burmese proverb, it’s referred to as ‘dismantling a raft’.”

They hid in shut quarters with different households for about 4 months earlier than transferring into their present housing. “By then, we had moved round six or seven occasions, and we have been beginning to go loopy,” he mentioned. “Going from place to put, [my daughter] at all times requested, ‘When will now we have to maneuver once more?’”

Now, his daughter passes her time within the room she shares together with her mother and father or taking part in with the opposite youngsters within the compound, together with the daughter of Ko Ko. A outstanding determine within the Myanmar Muslim group and activist selling social cohesion between Muslims and Buddhists, Ko Ko had additionally run a web-based information channel specializing in Myanmar Muslim points. Though he shut it down inside days of the coup, he knew he wasn’t protected. “I used to be at all times anticipating somebody to return and knock on the door to arrest me,” mentioned Ko Ko, who’s from town of Naypyidaw.

Nevertheless it was his brother, a college lecturer, who first bumped into hassle. Final Could, the navy issued a warrant for his arrest as a result of he refused to work below its administration, and the 2 brothers determined to flee to Thailand. “I assumed that after one or two months, this [regime] would all be completed,” mentioned Ko Ko. “I assumed the navy would fall after which I’d go dwelling and resume my work.”

However the disaster in Myanmar solely worsened, so three months later, the brothers as a substitute introduced over their mother and father, wives, and 4 younger youngsters. The households confronted a troublesome journey – first tenting in tarpaulin tents within the rain, after which wading throughout the waist-deep Moei river at night time and strolling via muddy hills and fields – earlier than they have been reunited with the 2 brothers.

“One unusual factor is that often, youngsters cry within the rain, however my child was so scared that she didn’t cry,” mentioned Ko Ko, whose daughter was simply months outdated on the time. His father, in the meantime, is in his 70s and makes use of a cane to stroll. “My father informed me that he had by no means skilled something like that in his entire life,” he mentioned.

‘We’re household’

Within the months since they started the resettlement screening course of, the households have taken up a spread of actions to cross the time. At dawn, they stroll and jog in circles; at sundown, they play badminton and chinlone, a standard Burmese sport. Throughout the day, ladies crochet scarves and hats in anticipation of snowy winters forward, whereas Noticed Htoo offers primary English and arithmetic classes to his daughter and his neighbours’ youngsters, incorporating expertise like counting nickels and dimes. “I’ve no instructing background and I don’t know the methodology, however I’m making an attempt to show the children as finest as I can,” he mentioned.

Though Ko Ko and his household don’t have any earnings, they usually prepare dinner meals, which they share with the opposite households. “I made a decision that I’d assist others right here nonetheless I might. Now, it has turn out to be like we’re household,” he mentioned. “Though now we have completely different ethnicities and religions and are available from completely different locations, we’re all experiencing the identical life.”

However he and others interviewed mentioned that sorrow, survivor’s guilt and anxiousness grasp over them. In March, following clashes between navy forces and native resistance teams in Khin-U township in Myanmar’s northwestern Sagaing area, navy forces set lots of of houses on hearth, forcing Thida’s mother and father to flee to Yangon. “After I get [to a third country], I will probably be protected, however my mother and father are left behind,” she mentioned. “I can’t even assume but about what is going to occur to them.”

Noticed Htoo worries for his spouse, who’s now pregnant, and his daughter, who has been out of college for greater than two years. “We can’t take into consideration what to do tomorrow as a result of our resettlement time shouldn’t be positive,” he mentioned. “We don’t have any backup plan. Typically, a refugee is only a refugee.”

To manage, he turns to his Christian religion and the Biblical story of the Israelites’ exodus from Egypt. “I simply pray to God, ‘Lead us in thy will,’’ he mentioned. “[The Israelites] moved for 40 years to the milk and honey land, and in the course of the journey, every day they took manna from the sky. In the intervening time, I’ve that feeling.”

Ko Ko attracts on his Muslim religion, and focuses on giving his youngsters the alternatives he by no means had. “Two-thirds of my life is already gone, so I’m not pondering of myself, however simply my youngsters,” he mentioned. “I hope that my youngsters can obtain what I couldn’t, and that they will attain their full potential. That’s what I’m making an attempt for after I get to a 3rd nation.”

This text was supported by a grant from ARTICLE 19 below Voices for Inclusion, a undertaking funded by the Netherlands Ministry of International Affairs.