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Weaving is a sanctuary and a canvas for this L.A. fiber artist with ADHD

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Weaving is a sanctuary and a canvas for this L.A. fiber artist with ADHD

In Fiona Simpson’s Sherman Oaks bedroom, a warm and art-filled space teeming with baskets of yarn and colorful weavings, a Leclerc floor loom from the 1980s occupies nearly as much area as her queen-size bed.

On a recent Saturday in January, with binaural beats playing softly in the background, Simpson threaded her loom using a boat shuttle and shared how the repetitive art form has changed her life.

“Weaving is the one thing, other than sitting down and meditating, that turns my thoughts off,” said the 28-year-old fiber artist, who was awakened at 4 a.m. on Jan. 10 by a false evacuation warning for the Palisades fire. “When I am weaving, I am present. Sometimes there is stillness and quiet; other times it is a way for me to process things. I don’t worry about other things. It’s like a form of therapy, a healing process.”

Fiona Simpson weaving on her Leclerc floor loom

“It’s like a form of therapy,” said Simpson as she weaves on the Leclerc floor loom in her Sherman Oaks bedroom.

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In the face of unprecedented fires and winds in Los Angeles, the mental health benefits of Simpson’s weaving process, which she describes as “the cornerstone” of her well-being, became even more pronounced. “Sometimes there is stillness and quiet, but other times, it is a way to process things — diving into what is happening. And so it was last night as I was packing to evacuate. My heart goes out to all the artists whose life’s work has gone up in flames. I hope they will continue to create art.”

Apart from the joy that comes from working with her hands, Simpson said there is power in repetitive tasks. “I compare it to meditation: inhale, exhale,” she said as she pulled the horizontal beater bar toward her to push the yarn into place. “Everything is threaded one strand at a time. It reminds me of, in simple terms, putting one foot in front of the other.”

It’s not a surprising response from someone who describes herself as neurodivergent, having only recently been diagnosed with attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, which often includes difficulty paying attention.

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“I felt scattered, restless in my thoughts,” Simpson said. “It took me a long time to figure out what I wanted to do.”

For as long as she can remember, Simpson has been a creative person like her family members. Both of her great-grandmothers were painters; her father, Brian Simpson, is a smooth jazz pianist; and her mother, Beverley Simpson, is a collage artist. “I grew up wearing knit sweaters by my grandmothers,” Simpson said with a smile.

But like so many neurodivergent learners, she struggled to manage her time and attention.

Detail of a weaving in progress
Spools of wool thread
Fiona Simpson sits at her floor loom
Close-up of a purple and blue weaving.

A selection of Simpson’s woven pieces at her home in Sherman Oaks.

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“It was tough knowing I wanted to pursue art but not what direction to go,” she said. “I was a C student and coasted for as long as I can remember. When I was 18, I was told by a doctor that I had anxiety and depression. But that diagnosis never felt right.” (A 2023 study by Epic Research found that more women are being diagnosed with ADHD as adults because, as girls, they often mask symptoms and present differently than boys do.)

In 2007, Simpson started weaving “for fun” when her 70-year-old neighbor, fiber artist Mary Beth Schwartzenberger, offered her a floor loom.

“It wasn’t until I took a sculpting class that I realized how much I love working with my hands,” said Simpson. “That was the turning point. I tried ceramics; I tried so many different things. It wasn’t until the loom that I realized, ‘This is me. This is what I need to be doing.’”

A vignette of sentimental dried flowers and weavings on a wall.

Sentimental mementos on the wall of Simpson’s bedroom.

As a former production weaver who churned out a line of unisex sweaters she sold through the American Craft Council, Schwartzenberger understands the meditative qualities of weaving. “Fiona wasn’t resonating with people her age because she was drawn to fiber, nature and paper arts and not technology,” Schwartzenberger said. “When I started weaving in the 1970s, fiber arts were exploding. There used to be weaving shops throughout Los Angeles, but now those shops are all gone. It’s such a loss. To meet a young person who is even interested in weaving? I thought, ‘Oh, my God, it won’t die.’ It was my privilege to pass it along.”

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With help from Schwartzenberger and the internet, Simpson was off and running.

“I ended up not teaching her much because she fell in love with the weaving process,” Schwartzenberger said with a laugh.

Fiona Simpson and her cat, Milo, exchange a nose kiss in her bedroom studio.

Fiona Simpson and her cat, Milo, exchange a nose kiss in her bedroom studio.

Holding her first weaving, a table runner, Simpson recalled the first time she sat down at the loom. “It was a powerful moment,” she said. “I had goose bumps and thought, ‘This is what I love.’”

Simpson stopping weaving for a few years although she had connected strongly with the art. “It was part of that classic struggle in being neurodiverse — the insecurity of ‘Am I dumb?’ ‘Why can’t I sit down and do this?’ ‘What’s wrong with me?’” she said.

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Looking back, Simpson said her ADHD diagnosis, coupled with weaving, has been life-changing. “It felt like putting on a pair of glasses,” she said of getting individual therapy and having a strong support group. “Since then, feeling like I’m standing on the ground has been incredible. It’s not just getting by. I’m able to fully be myself now.”

An in-progress woven piece on a frame.

One of Simpson’s works in progress rests on a table in her bedroom.

On a warm afternoon back in October, Simpson offered a tour of her work on display at M Street Coffee in Sherman Oaks. On the walls, weavings in saturated colors and textures were interspersed with mixed-media pieces incorporating intricate embroidery, photographs and dried flowers. Creating a color palette, Simpson said, is a big part of her process. “It starts with color. It comes from a natural inclination and inspiration, and much of it is spontaneous.”

On a lace vintage doily, Simpson embroidered the Japanese proverb “Fall seven times, stand up eight,” a fitting metaphor for her metamorphosis as an artist. Asked what she hoped viewers would take away from her work, Simpson said, “Stop, look, pause and enjoy the moment.”

As a mentor figure, Schwartzenberg is moved that her simple gift of a floor loom would have such a profound influence on Simpson, whom she has known since birth. “It was my good fortune to know I touched someone,” she said. “Once you have access to the work of the hand, that never leaves you. My only request of Fiona was that if she decided to keep the loom, she please pay it forward.”

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An in-process multi-fabric project in white.

A weaving composed of lace and wool on the standing loom that Simpson built with her father.

For now, the loom is staying with Simpson. Before she returns to her junior year at Cal State Long Beach following winter break, Simpson has been working on several weavings that will be available for sale on her website. (Her woven pieces range from approximately $350 to $1,400.) She is beginning a table runner on the Leclerc floor loom, a wall hanging made of different cream-colored textiles on the standing frame she built with her father and a tapestry in earth tones that is emerging on a more petite frame — her latest in a series of weavings inspired by nature.

She said she is unsure what the future holds, but she’s committed to earning her bachelor of fine arts in fiber art and possibly pursuing a master’s degree. “I don’t have a linear plan for the next few years,” she said. “I’m open to opportunities as they arise and where life takes me. The one thing I know for certain is that I’ll never stop creating.”

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Sydney Sweeney plays boxing star Christy Martin in the film Christy, out this week.

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Something for nearly everyone at cinemas this weekend: A boxing biopic, an epic set in the Pacific Northwest, a new Predator flick and an anguishing postpartum story. Also quieter titles: a recreation of a 1970s interview with a celebrated New York art scene photographer, and a father-daughter drama from the filmmaker behind the 2022 standout The Worst Person in the World.

Christy

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Christy Martin, whose life story is featured in the new film Christy, grew up a coal miner’s daughter in West Virginia. After playing Little League baseball and basketball with the boys, she got a basketball scholarship to college. Then she began boxing in local amateur tough-man contests. She wore pink trunks, had a mean left hook, and enjoyed trash-talking her opponents. She kept winning fights, and was the first woman signed by promoter and boxing impresario Don King.

In the 1990s, Christy Martin was considered the most exciting and successful female boxer. She won titles, fought at Madison Square Garden and made it onto the cover of Sports Illustrated. She was later inducted into the International Boxing Hall of Fame. Martin says inside the boxing ring, she felt safe. But her private life was a different story. For two decades, she suffered her husband’s emotional and physical brutality. Actress Sydney Sweeney portrays Martin in the film, which is more than a rise-to-fame biopic: Christy depicts how Martin’s then-husband tried to make good on decades of threats, and how Christy survived being stabbed and shot by him in 2010. — Mandalit del Barco

Die My Love 

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Director and co-writer Lynne Ramsay adapts Ariana Harwicz’s novel Die, My Love and gives Jennifer Lawrence the challenging role of Grace, a new mother in the throes of severe postpartum depression. Grace feels ignored in the isolated, rural family home she shares with her aloof partner Jackson (Robert Pattinson). Lawrence is a compelling presence and more than game to go through the pangs the part calls for, and she shares some strong scenes with Sissy Spacek, playing Jackson’s empathetic mother Pam. But the storytelling is too abstract and at a remove to fully lock in emotionally, and as Grace’s descent takes unsurprising turns, I was reminded of other, more successful works conveying this delicate subject matter — A Woman Under the Influence, for one. — Aisha Harris 

Predator: Badlands 

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In sequels and novels, comics and video games, various Predators have faced off against everything from Aliens to Batman to, recently, a very resourceful young Comanche woman, in 2022’s Prey. Predator: Badlands is the latest iteration of the franchise about an alien race that hunts things using all sorts of space-gadgets. In this version, Dek, the runt of his Predator litter, goes to the deadly planet of Genna to hunt down a hideous monster, because he’s determined to prove to his clan that he’s got what it takes to belong to the species of intergalactic badasses that audiences first met back in a 1987 Schwarzenegger movie. This Predator, played by Dimitrius Schuster-Koloamatangi, is aided by the top half of an abandoned robot named Thia, played by Elle Fanning. — Glen Weldon 

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Sentimental Value

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