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After burning out making video games, she quit and found bliss at the potter’s wheel
Sitting with Ana Cho within the pottery studio behind her Eagle Rock bungalow, it’s laborious to imagine the relaxed ceramist as soon as endured a piece grind so irritating, she left a profitable profession as a online game designer.
“It received to the purpose the place I felt like I had to decide on between work or life,” Cho says of being on the job 12 hours a day. “It might be chill after which ramp as much as 80 hours per week. It was laborious to not have time for outdoor actions. My nervousness and despair made every little thing actually laborious.”
When she was initially supplied a job as a online game artist in Los Angeles in 2011, the Korean-born graphic designer was dwelling in Vancouver following an unusually moist spring. Weary of grey skies, she jumped on the likelihood to maneuver to sunny Southern California regardless that she had by no means set foot in Los Angeles. “I assumed ‘I’m out of right here,’” she says with amusing. “It helped that I used to be 28-years outdated.”
She loved working for Naughty Canine in Santa Monica, however when her mom was identified with endometrial most cancers in 2013, and died quickly after, Cho was left uncertain of her place on this planet.
Cho remembers feeling disconnected from every little thing. “I took a month off, however I wasn’t the identical,” Cho says. “I used to be burned out at work and couldn’t bounce again after shedding my mom.”
In some methods, accepting demise is less complicated than the empty days that observe. So Cho pushed herself to make life-style modifications that may profit her psychological well being. She began taking pottery lessons at Echo Artwork Studio in West L.A. and within the course of, discovered that working with clay soothed her.
“It was mind-blowing,” she says of pottery class. “I assumed that maybe I’d discover a new interest and like-minded group, however it was greater than that. There have been a whole lot of older girls on the studio and I beloved that. After shedding my very own mom, it was so good to be round them.”
Within the midst of a lot inside turmoil, Cho turned to her fingers for help. She saved coming again to pottery class. She began cooking extra. She signed up for woodworking lessons at Otis School of Artwork and Design within the evenings and the woman-owned Allied Woodshop in downtown Los Angeles on the weekends.
“There’s something about working along with your fingers. It does one thing good to your mind,” she says of research which have proven that working with clay may also help ease despair. “It was therapeutic for me. Having that single mindedness and literal connection to the clay was so calming.”
For 3 years she had entertained a pipe dream — attending the Krenov College of Advantageous Furnishings, a woodworking faculty in Fort Bragg, Calif., that gives a nine-month program in effective cupboard and furniture-making. In 2019, Cho made it a actuality when she utilized and was accepted. As a substitute of sitting in entrance of a pc display all day, she can be working with conventional hand instruments from 8:30 a.m. to five:30 p.m. Monday via Saturday.
In an indication of how sad she was, she give up her job earlier than she was accepted to the varsity.
“It was such a giant deal to give up my job,” she says. “It was actually scary. It was a mix of braveness and desperation. However I didn’t remorse it as a result of I knew how sad I used to be. It was actually a leap of religion to imagine that I used to be going to be alright.”
In Fort Bragg, she rented a visitor home close to the ocean and loved “an expertise of a lifetime” with 22 different college students, together with a retired scientist, a movie editor from L.A. and a bunch of males of their 20s from around the globe.
When the immersive program was lower brief attributable to COVID-19, Cho moved again to L.A. in July of 2020 and received a bench area at Allied Woodshop.
“I couldn’t do pottery at the moment so having Allied to go to a number of instances per week, even in a masks, saved me,” she says. Armed with a function, she centered on making furnishings for her 100-year-old California bungalow.
After she reworked the house’s storage right into a ceramics studio, Cho was capable of give attention to creating pottery full time whereas instructing introduction to woodworking at Allied.
“After I took my first woodworking class, I got here house feeling excessive,” she says. Now she will be able to share that have with others, and particularly enjoys lessons she teaches for youth and girls, trans and nonbinary college students. “Girls discover it very empowering to make use of the machines and saws. I really like seeing their response. It’s good to be reminded of how I felt at first — the enjoyment you’re feeling while you first uncover one thing.”
For now, Cho plans to stay a small batch manufacturing. She hosted her first on-line sale final November, and in April, offered out of her total line of ceramic plates, bowls, mugs and planters. It gave her a lift of self-confidence, she says, and she or he is planning one other sale on July 14 at 9 a.m. on her web site.
Sitting in her sunlit studio with its baggage of clay, houseplants and cabinets lined with high-fired stoneware in muted, earthy tones, Cho says her new work life couldn’t be extra totally different than her earlier job.
“I really feel so significantly better,” she says of making a brand new life for herself. “I as soon as heard a quote that goes one thing like ‘You possibly can’t clear up the issue with the identical thoughts that created it.’ After I’m feeling caught, it’s at all times helped me to get a distinct perspective on issues from individuals I belief or who’re professionals,” she says, noting that she is supportive of assorted psychological well being journeys, be that remedy, medicine or a help group.
She additionally research meditation and says the relationships she’s constructed with different makers and college students maintain her, as does her craft. “After all, working with clay and wooden continues to present me the psychological help I would like.”
Taking a leap of religion is terrifying, Cho says, however it doesn’t need to be “a giant soar from a tall cliff.” Taking the method one step at a time made issues extra manageable — and pleasant — for her.
“I’ve gravitated in direction of what makes me really feel good,” she says.
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It's not just D.C.: Satirical Trump statues are appearing in cities across the U.S.
Divisive statues mocking former President Donald Trump aren’t just sprouting up in Washington, D.C.: Similar structures have spread to other cities in recent days.
Last week, two bronze-colored statues caused a stir when they abruptly appeared in the nation’s capital.
First, a replica of former House Speaker Nancy Peloi’s desk, defaced with a pile of poop, was plopped within view of the U.S. Capitol. Its plaque explains that it honors the “brave men and women who broke into the United States Capitol on January 6, 2021 to loot, urinate and defecate throughout those hallowed halls in order to overturn an election.”
Then, over the weekend, a plaza near the White House suddenly became host to a tall sculpture of a hand gripping a tiki torch, reminiscent of the torches that white supremacists held at the deadly 2017 Unite the Right rally. Its plaque dedicates it to “Trump and the ‘very fine people’ he boldly stood to defend when they marched in Charlottesville, Virginia.”
As it turns out, two other satirical statues briefly popped up in Philadelphia and Portland, Ore., around the same time.
Both feature a life-sized model of a suit-clad Trump, were placed near an existing statue of a woman and are titled In Honor of a Lifetime of Sexual Assault. It shows him with a closed-mouth smile and one hand curled in what could be interpreted as a suggestive gesture.
The plaques also quote from the infamous 2005 Access Hollywood tape, in which a hot mic captured him telling then-host Billy Bush about kissing women and grabbing them between their legs without permission, in crude terms.
“[W]hen you’re a star, they let you do it. You can do anything,” Trump said in the clip, which surfaced a month before the 2016 election. It earned him much criticism but didn’t keep him out of the White House.
Dozens of women have publicly accused Trump of sexual misconduct dating back as far as the 1970s, which he has denied.
Former Sports Illustrated model Stacey Williams became the latest to accuse Trump of inappropriate sexual behavior last week, alleging he groped her in 1993 while Jeffrey Epstein, who was later convicted of sex offenses, looked on. Another, writer E. Jean Carroll, sued Trump twice for defamation after he denied sexually abusing her in a Manhattan department store dressing room in 1996 — for which a jury found him liable in 2023.
The Trump statue appeared on a Portland sidewalk on Sunday, an arm’s length away from a sculpture of a nude woman that has been there since 1975.
That sculpture, Kvinneakt (“nude woman” in Norwegian), has its own storied history: It was featured in the “Expose Yourself to Art” poster in the 1970s, which showed future Portland Mayor Bud Clark flashing the woman in a raincoat.
Decades later, the figure of Trump towering over the woman, with the two statues’ bases touching, made for a strikingly similar image. But it didn’t last long.
The Trump statue was beheaded by mid-afternoon, according to KOIN, and passersby dismantled it piece by piece throughout the day until “all that was left was one golden shoe.”
At least one of the culprits was Portland City Council candidate and self-described “fearless Trump supporter” Brandon Farley.
Farley tweeted a video of himself arriving at the scene of the already-headless statue and chipping away at what he described as the “slanderous plaque,” eventually tearing it off completely.
The second Trump statue was similarly short-lived.
It arrived in Philadelphia’s Maja Park on Wednesday, according to BillyPenn at WHYY. It was placed about 15 feet behind, and facing, Maja, a statue of a nude woman with her eyes closed and arms above her head.
The Maja was sculpted by German artist Gerhard Marcks in the 1940s, and installed in the park in 2021.
City workers took the Trump statue down and put it into a pickup truck before noon, the Philadelphia Inquirer reported.
It’s not clear if the same artist or artists are behind all four installations. But the style of the bronze sculptures and the tone and font of their accompanying plaques look nearly identical.
The D.C. sculptures are intended to “express the principles of democracy justice and freedom,” a group called Civic Crafted LLC wrote in its request to display them in D.C. The National Park Service granted them a permit to display the torch until Thursday, and the desk until next Wednesday — the day after Election Day.
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Opinion: Happy Halloween? Living with unease, uncertainty and the uncanny in a scary season
One of the best parts of new parenthood is figuring out what your child is going to be for Halloween. Considering the costume possibilities for my 15-month-old, I have been surprised and often delighted by what one can find on the internet. For a reasonable price, you can dress your baby up as Cher Horowitz, Doc Brown, Lord Farquaad, Mary Poppins or a Rydell High cheerleader while you yourself take on the persona of Austin Powers, Forrest Gump, Harry Potter or Wonder Woman. The holiday seems nostalgic and innocent, even unifying in its appeal to the one thing we all share: that we were children once.
That is, of course, until I walk outside, where I am reminded of my lifelong discomfort with the more lurid aspects of Halloween. All around me are homes festooned with terrifying man-made skeletons, goblins, clowns and witches. “How can anyone stand this?” I keep asking myself.
As it turns out, Halloween has always been rooted in dueling ideas of the otherworldly. Set aside in the 9th century as a day to honor the Catholic saints, it succeeded an even older Gaelic celebration of transition between seasons and states of being. Our modern holiday might be thought of as a portmanteau of All Hallows’ Eve — the Christian feast that precedes All Saints’ (or Hallows’) Day — and Samhain, an ancient Celtic holiday marking the final harvest of the year and the beginning of winter.
As Katherine May writes in her book “Wintering,” Samhain (pronounced sah-win) represents a seasonal and spiritual threshold at which the veil between this world and the next is at its thinnest, inviting loved ones we have lost to visit us. Between fall’s radiant foliage and the year’s first snow, it’s “a time between two worlds, between two phases of the year,” and “a way of marking that ambiguous moment when you didn’t know who you were about to become, or what the future would hold.”
Today we have lost much of this reverence for Halloween, yet the holiday continues to thrive. Oblivious to its original purpose, our modern version is an expression of the American idea that you can be whoever you want to be as well as a vehicle for our tensions and anxieties, turning death into a joke with temporary disguises and decorative one-upmanship.
Maybe the detached skulls and bloody hands on our lawns are part of an endeavor to harness or reclaim our fears. Or maybe the fantastical monsters of our imaginations have become easier to face than the human monsters running for our public offices — a process that culminates every few years, as it happens, just days after Halloween.
In the run-up to the 2018 midterm elections, Elizabeth Bruenig wrote for the Washington Post that Halloween “gets its depth and intrigue from the layering of things that seem frightening but are really benign — toothy jack-o’-lanterns, ghoulish costumes, tales of ghosts and witches and monsters — atop things that seem benign but are really frightening, such as the passage of the harvest season into the long, cold dark.”
Yet what if we should really be frightened not so much of the “long, cold dark” as our unwillingness to confront it? Americans sometimes seem unable to face the real darkness of the world, much less embrace what can be gained from it: compassion for others’ suffering; acceptance of the seasonality of life; separation from the capitalist hustle; and a greater sense of gratitude, belonging and purpose.
The passage of time, grief for those we have lost, longing for a better world that seems perpetually out of reach — all of these things can be frightening. But they don’t have to be.
As election day looms just beyond this ancient celebration, it’s time to put the “hallow” back in Halloween. Amid the bare branches, flickering candles and migrating birds lies an invitation to reflect not only on the children we once were but also on the adults we aspire to become — and to dwell, for a moment, in the seasonal and spiritual in-between.
Cornelia Powers is a writer who is working on a book about the golfer Bessie Anthony, her great-great-grandmother.
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Keri Russell returns as 'The Diplomat,' which is just as savvy in Season 2
At a time when it seems political rhetoric couldn’t get more bitter or outrageous, it’s easy to see the world’s leaders and the people who support them in the worst possible light.
But Netflix’s The Diplomat offers a different vision of politics: one where sharp staffers are often the backseat drivers in government, and many of those involved are truly interested in improving lives – even when they do awful things along the way.
That’s the universe Netflix’s series thrives in, where The Americans alum Keri Russell plays a hard-nosed, practical mid-level diplomat suddenly elevated to serve as ambassador to Britain, amid plans to groom her to become America’s next vice president.
Starting season two with a bang
As the show’s second season kicks off, Russell’s Ambassador Kate Wyler is dealing with the aftermath of a cliffhanger that ended the first season. Her husband — former ambassador Hal Wyler — along with her deputy, Stuart Hayford and another aide were caught in the blast of a car bomb while trying to meet with an official from the British government.
The official may have had information about who really initiated a deadly attack against a British aircraft carrier from the first season. But instead of learning more, Kate’s husband and two members of her staff were caught in another attack.
While British and American officials scamper to figure out exactly what happened, we see The Diplomat ride a delicious, compelling line between serving up hefty slices of political drama and revealing the mournful humanity of co-workers trying to recover from a massively traumatic event.
Every performance here is golden. Rory Kinnear is particularly excellent as an egotistical blowhard of a British Prime minister, Nicol Trowbridge. Ali Ahn, currently earning raves for her performance as a witch on Disney+’s Agatha All Along, shines here as CIA station chief Eidra Park – trying to offer savvy, effective support to Kate while not-so-secretly fretting about Kate’s deputy Stuart, with whom she had a relationship.
Rufus Sewell is magnetic as Kate’s husband Hal; she suspects he sees her ascension to vice president as his best route back to power, but he insists otherwise, testing their relationship. David Gyasi plays U.K. foreign secretary Austin Dennison as a precise-yet-passionate power player, focused on doing the right thing for Britain, even as he grows closer to Kate and her marriage frays.
But it’s not until West Wing alum Allison Janney arrives as current Vice President Grace Penn that we see the show’s drama really come alive. As a brilliant vice president who may be forced to step down because of a financial scandal involving her husband, Penn excels at maneuvering others into doing what she wants while leaving them convinced it was all their idea.
Some may have been concerned that Janney is playing a souped-up version of her West Wing character, White House staffer C.J. Cregg. But ultimately, they don’t have much in common beyond a habit of speaking directly and a predilection for pantsuits.
A show centered on smart women leading
What both of Janney’s characters do have in common, however, is that they are accomplished, effective women – making a difference in environments where their talents and achievements are often underestimated or overlooked.
Indeed, several storylines in The Diplomat revolve around smart women deftly guiding powerful men into making better decisions than they could manage on their own. These men aren’t complete idiots, but also are not as smart as they believe – especially Trowbridge, a vociferous bully who leans heavily on several sharp-thinking women, including his wife.
In a particularly pointed exchange, as Hal notes all the humiliating reasons why Penn should accept her fate and resign without damaging the president’s agenda, Kate responds with a telling line. “What do you think my husband would do if it was him?” she says to Penn. “Would he quit?”
The answer – that Hal naturally assumes the benefits he brings would outweigh any political cost – neatly outlines the specter of sexism which hangs over The Diplomat. In a world free from that particular “ism,” you get the sense these women would actually occupy the seats of power, instead of acting as backseat drivers for the men who do.
Complicated plots that pay off
Compelling as all of this is, the plot gets even more complicated in the second season, as Kate and her team begin to sort what really happened in both the warship attack and the car bomb. New viewers trying to jump into the series now could be thoroughly confused — best to make sure you know the events of the first season before joining in for the second.
But once acclimated, you can sit back and enjoy a story set in a political universe where expertise is valued, competition plays out like a protracted, 3D chess game and several staffers caught in the middle truly believe in the possibility of using their offices to make life better for everyone.
Who knew a visceral, fast-paced series about a global political conspiracy could also – thanks to the terrible state of our real-world political clashes – feel like something of a fantasy?
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