Whereas many distance runners step as much as the 26.2-mile marathon distance in direction of the top of their careers, Seidel was a relatively early convert having made the change from observe racing in her mid 20s.

Partly, that was as a result of her frustration with working 10,000m on the observe — “I form of stored banging my head in opposition to the wall with that one,” she says — and partly as a result of ambitions she had held rising up.

“I at all times form of dreamed of doing the marathon,” Seidel provides.

“I believe there’s simply this type of like glamor and thriller round it, and particularly for a youthful runner who enjoys doing the space occasions in highschool, that is form of the final word aim. Everyone desires to do the marathon.”

Seidel’s success on the Olympic trials wasn’t with out challenges. Because the pandemic delayed the Tokyo Video games by a yr, additional alternatives to show her credentials within the marathon distance have been positioned on maintain.

“I struggled with this type of imposter syndrome after the trials, particularly as in all probability the individual nobody anticipated to make the staff and the individual that obtained in all probability probably the most criticism like: Hey, why is that this woman on the staff?” she says.

“I believe I actually struggled with that, and I struggled going into the Video games and feeling like I belonged there and attempting to show that I wasn’t a mistake on that staff.”

When the Olympic Marathon got here round 18 months after she had certified for the staff, Seidel as soon as once more exceeded her personal expectations with a sometimes gutsy, gritty efficiency within the sweltering warmth of Sapporo.

As leaders Peres Jepchirchir and Brigid Kosgei of Kenya pulled away within the closing levels of the race, Seidel discovered herself vying for a medal alongside Israel’s Lonah Chamtai Salpeter.

However with two-and-a-half miles remaining, Salpeter hit a wall and light from competition.

A medal was now Seidel’s to lose, and she or he duly wrapped up the bronze with a scream of pleasure as she crossed the end line — the third US girl ever to medal within the Olympic marathon.

“I battle with confidence and I battle with questioning whether or not or not I belong at this stage, whether or not I belong as a competitor on the world stage,” says Seidel.

“The Olympic medal was form of exhibiting me: Hey, you belong right here, and you are able to do this no matter any insecurities that you just may really feel,” she provides. “You may nonetheless go get overwhelmed, you may nonetheless have a variety of work to do, however you are able to do this.”

“Sure, we have been coming off this emotional excessive profitable the medal,” says Seidel, “however there had been a lot simply pent up stress over the course of the Video games and main into the Video games with Covid, with the quarantine, questioning if the Video games are going to occur.

“And so I got here again and admittedly, I used to be simply drained and emotionally exhausted and spent.”

However obstacles — bodily in addition to psychological — stored showing. Two damaged ribs she suffered forward of the race hadn’t healed with race day looming, and her coach Jon Inexperienced steered she wasn’t able to compete.

“It was an absolute catastrophe of a buildup,” says Seidel.

“It was actually onerous, not solely with the psychological stress that we had happening after the Video games of simply feeling, frankly, no motivation. And simply looking for that drive to re-up for an additional onerous race proper after an unlimited race that I would been coaching successfully two years for.

“After which it was similar to downside after downside after downside, and harm after harm.”

Even with two of her ribs damaged, Seidel says she “felt unimaginable” in the course of the race, setting a brand new course file for an American girl of two hours, 24 minutes and 42 seconds and putting fourth.

She had deliberate to make a return to the streets of New York this weekend for the NYC Half, however introduced on Tuesday that “setbacks in coaching” — which aren’t rare occurrences whenever you’re working as much as 135 miles per week — have meant she took the choice to remain at her coaching base in Flagstaff, Arizona forward of the Boston Marathon.

“It is tremendous powerful,” Seidel stated on her high-mileage schedule.

“It is onerous, however I believe it is a matter of studying easy methods to steadiness. Your physique adapts over time and I be sure that I am getting enough relaxation and all that. It is a problem, however I like the problem of it.”

Quite a bit has modified in her working profession since then. Damaged bones have healed and Seidel has established herself as among the finest marathon runners on the planet. However that is to not say there are not any extra targets to chase, nor that there are not any extra classes to be taught.

Every marathon, she explains, brings with it contemporary expertise and a renewed sense of pleasure.

“I really feel like each single time it is simply form of wild,” says Seidel.