This one just feels different.

It’s the best way I can summarize what’s going through my head and heart after Wednesday’s early morning terror attack on Bourbon Street where at least 14 people were killed, 37 more were injured and an untold number of witnesses were likely forever traumatized. That’s to speak nothing of the indelible mark left on the family and loved ones of the victims.

After working and living in New Orleans for 20 years now, I’ve been through my share of tragic events. Hurricane Katrina, the Deepwater Horizon oil spill, too many mass shootings and other horrendous acts of violence to count.

But this one feels different.

To me, it’s like a new kind of numbness. I can’t decide whether I’m emotionally callused or frustrated to the point of hopelessness. Fear hasn’t really entered my mind, and I’m honestly a little worried about that.

Toby Lefort, a New Orleans native and bartender at Bourbon Pub, explained it well when he shared his thoughts Thursday afternoon with Illuminator reporter Wes Muller. Lefort’s workplace is just a block from where Shamsud-Din Jabbar, a 42-year-old Texas native, left a homemade bomb inside an ice chest. The device was not detonated, as Jabbar died in a shootout with police further up Bourbon Street, adding to the carnage.

“The city that we all love is devastated — again,” Lefort said. “It’s true that New Orleans is a very resilient place, but how long do we have to keep being resilient?”

Good question. 

Words such as “resiliency” and “recovery” already elicit groans and eye rolls here because we so frequently have to deal with setbacks. What’s more discouraging is that so many of these traumatic events were preventable or the result of extreme indifference.

This one feels different.

For one thing, there’s the apparent negligence from New Orleans officials who failed to take backup measures after they removed portable steel posts, or bollards, on Bourbon Street. The barriers are designed to deter vehicles but allow pedestrian access. 

It’s baffling why the timeline to install new bollards didn’t require them to be in place before the end of the year, instead of before Super Bowl LIX in February.  

Dozens of archers, metal barrier sheets, could have been deployed in place of the bollards, but they sat stacked together on a city lot untouched until Thursday when they were moved to the French Quarter. Worse yet, New Orleans Police Superintendent Anne Kirkpatrick, who was hired in November 2023, said she was unaware the city even had archers on hand. 

But the police chief and Mayor LaToya Cantrell certainly knew, or should have known, that streets in the heart of the city’s tourism district were left vulnerable. It also shouldn’t have escaped the eye of Louisiana State Police, which now has a New Orleans-based troop to supplement the NOPD. We’re told some 400 law enforcement personnel from various agencies were in the French Quarter for New Year’s Eve.

Adding to my mood of disheartened disgust is the response so far from political leaders to the terror attack. All officials involved should be given some degree of forbearance given the unprecedented nature of the event.

But when U.S. Sen. John Kennedy used Thursday’s news conference to launch zingers at a journalist, it’s clear that his focus wasn’t on the victims or people in the community who wanted assurance their safety was his priority. Instead, Kennedy chose instead to provide more of his typical, faux-yokel idioms, at one point man-spreading his way to the podium to displace an FBI special agent at the microphone. 

It was also poor timing for Attorney General Liz Murrill to declare on social media late Wednesday that, “In Louisiana we have the death penalty and we will carry it out!” Her post rang hollow just hours later when the FBI declared Jabbar acted alone in planning and carrying out his attack.

There’s no question that Gov. Jeff Landry has taken the helm of the official response to the terror attack. That’s probably a good thing, given Cantrell’s struggles with an ongoing federal investigation and the city’s mishandling of street security.

But the governor’s boosterism for the Sugar Bowl, the upcoming Super Bowl and his desire for a quick return to business as usual in New Orleans comes off as dismissive of legitimate concerns about public safety. At best, it was a questionable decision for Landry to post a photo of himself and his wife outside an expensive Central Business District restaurant less than 24 hours after Jabbar went on his killing spree a half-mile away.

“Proud to be a part of this incredibly resilient city,” the governor wrote on X.

There’s that word again.

Some might consider my commentary the work of a disgruntled journalist taking potshots. While I can’t take off that reporter’s hat, these feelings come more from my standing as a New Orleans resident who’s seen far more tragic events unfold than I want to recall.

But this one feels different, and I hope our leaders would realize that and respond appropriately.

NEW ORLEANS — All 14 people killed in Wednesday morning’s terror attack on Bourbon Street have been identified, either through family members or verification from the local coroner.

LaTasha Polk, 47, of New Orleans was the final person whose name was unknown until family members confirmed she had died to The Times-Picayune. She was celebrating New Year’s Eve in the French Quarter with her brother, Prentiss Polk, who is still missing, according to the report.

BBC News confirmed Edward Pettifer, 31, of England was also among those killed. He was the stepson of  the former nanny for Prince William and Price Harry..

Orleans Parish Coroner Dr. Dwight McKenna did not share Pettifer’s name Friday when he released the names of 12 of the deceased, citing the wishes of his family. The remaining victim, Polk, was identified only as a Black woman on the coroner’s list. 

As of Friday, McKenna said he has yet to release the body of Shamsud-Din Jabbar at the direction of federal investigators.The 42-year-old Texas native tore through a three-block section of the French Quarter in the early hours of New Year’s Day.

More than three dozen people were injured, including two New Orleans police officers who were shot during a gunfight with Jabbar, who was killed after firing at law enforcement after he crashed his rented Ford F-15o pickup truck into a lift vehicle.  

A large crowd gathered Saturday night for a vigil ceremony at a memorial site that has materialized on Bourbon, just feet from where Jabbar entered Bourbon Street. Flowers, crosses, stuffed animals and candles are being placed next to a hydraulic street barrier, which wasn’t in place ahead of New Year’s Eve.

Other fatalities

Nikyra Cheyenne Dedeaux, 18, of Gulfport, Mississippi. The Times-Picayune reported she had accompanied her cousin and friend to the French Quarter for New Year’s Eve, her mother said.

Hubert Gauthreaux, 21, of Gretna. He graduated from Archbishop Shaw High School in 2021 and was remembered as a bright and promising young man, according to the school representative.

Martin “Tiger” Bech, 28, of New York. Bech was a graduate of St. Thomas More Catholic High School in Lafayette who graduated from Princeton University, where he played on the football team. KLFY-TV in Lafayette reported Bech worked for a financial firm in New York.  His brother Jack, who played for LSU before transferring to Texas Tech.

Reggie Hunter, 37, of Baton Rouge. WAFB-TV reported the father of two made a last-minute decision to travel to the French Quarter with his cousin, who was also struck by the truck and injured.

The Sigma Chi International Fraternity and the Iota Iota chapter at the University of Alabama mourn the loss of Kareem Badawi, ALABAMA 2028, (right) who was tragically killed in the terrorist attack in New Orleans on Jan. 1, 2025. All honor to his name 🤍 pic.twitter.com/sIk2pn3ZYH

— Sigma Chi Fraternity (@SigmaChi) January 2, 2025

Kareem Badawi, 18, of Baton Rouge. The 2024 graduate of Episcopal High School was a student at the University of Alabama. WAFB-TV reported the school sent a message to parents Wednesday about Badawi’s death. His classmate, Parker Vidrine, was also injured in the attack.

Nicole Perez, 27, of Metairie. The Times-Picayune reported she was the mother of a 4-year-old son and was recently promoted to a manager at the deli where she worked.

Drew Dauphin, 26, of Montgomery, Alabama. He was an engineer who worked for Honda, according to a report from AL.com. 

Matthew Tendorio, 25, an audiovisual technician at the Superdome from Carriere, Mississippi. His family has created an GoFundMe donation page to help cover the cost of his funeral. 

Billy DeMaio, 25, of Homedel, New Jersey. He was an account executive with Audacy Inc.

Terrence Kennedy, 63 of New Orleans. WDSU-TV first confirmed his death in the attack. Kennedy’s family told The Times-Picayune he had gone out for a drink in the French Quarter to celebrate New Year’s Eve.

Brandon Taylor, 43, of Terrytown. The Times-Picayune reported that Taylor was with his  fiancée at a club in the 300 block of Bourbon Street early Wednesday morning. He stepped out onto the street near a lift vehicle just before Jabbar crashed his truck into it. It’s believed Taylor was the last person he struck.

Elliot Wilkinson, 40, of Lafayette. His brother, Cecil, posted on his Facebook page that he was notified Friday morning that his brother was among the fatalities. KPEL-FM reported that the Orleans Parish coroner had contacted the family.

The injured

The University of Georgia, whose football team took part in the Sugar Bowl college football playoff game against Notre Dame, confirmed that one of its students was critically injured in the terror attack. WBBH-TV confirmed the student is 19-year-old Elle Eisele of Fort Myers, Florida.

Eisele’s high school classmate, Steele Idelson, 19, was also hurt. She is a student at San Diego State University.

Adam Coste, an employee of the National World War II Museum in New Orleans,  suffered “extensive injuries to his lower extremities,” according to a friend who created a GoFundMe page to help with medical expenses. He identified Coste as an Army veteran.

Jeremi Sensky of Canonsburg, Pennsylvania, was paralyzed from the waist down before Wednesday’s attack. He was in his wheelchair going back to his French Quarter hotel room after dinner when Jabbar’s truck struck him on Bourbon Street, NBC News reported. He sustained two broken legs and needed surgery.

Alexis Scott-Windham of Mobile, Alabama, was struck by Jabbar’s truck then shot in the foot when he exchanged gunfire with police, The Times-Picayune reported. Her friend, Brandon Whitsett, was also hit by the truck and suffered multiple injuries. Two others in their group received minor injuries.

Two visitors from Mexico were also among the injured, WVUE-TV Fox 8 reported. Both are in stable condition at a local hospital, and the Mexican consulate in New Orleans is working to keep their families informed.

ABC News reported that two Israeli nationals were injured. Israel’s consulate is sending a representative to New Orleans.

Lone actor

Jabbar posted five videos on his Facebook page in the two hours before he made his fatal drive down Bourbon Street. In one video recorded while he was driving from Houston to New Orleans, Jabbar said he “joined ISIS before the summer,” FBI Deputy Director Christopher Raia said at a news conference Thursday. 

The pickup Jabbar drove was rented Monday in Houston, and he made the trip to New Orleans on New Year’s Eve. Investigators believe he built improvised explosive devices at a short-term rental property 2 miles from the French Quarter.

One of the IEDs was found inside the pickup truck, which featured an Islamic State flag on a pole attached to its trailer hitch. The FBI said Friday a working remote detonation device was also found inside the truck.

Raia said surveillance video shows Jabbar placing a cooler with a homemade bomb inside at the intersection of Bourbon and Orleans streets and a second device two blocks away. Both were safely detonated after the French Quarter was cleared and police swept the neighborhood for evidence and other explosives.

“Precursor chemicals” for bomb making were found in the mobile home where Jabbar lived in north Houston, according to the FBI. Agents broke down the door of the residence Thursday and returned to the site Friday in search of more evidence.

The FBI is saying their investigation to this point indicates Jabbar acted alone in planning the terror attack. Agents do not currently believe there are any links between the incident in New Orleans and Wednesday’s explosion of a Tesla Cybertruck outside the Trump International Hotel in Las Vegas.

The driver of the truck, U.S. Army Master Sgt. Matthew Livelsberger, 37, left notes on his iPhone praising President-elect Donald Trump and Elon Musk and criticizing Democrats, the FBI said. Livelsberger committed suicide before the explosion, according to investigators.

This report was updated at 8 p.m. Saturday.

Biden-Harris Administration quickly deploying resources to assist all those impacted by horrific attack

Washington, Jan. 04, 2025 (GLOBE NEWSWIRE) — In response to the request from Louisiana Gov. Jeff Landry, the U.S. Small Business Administration (SBA) announced that small businesses and private nonprofit organizations (PNPs) in Louisiana may now apply for federal disaster loans to offset economic losses caused by the mass casualty incident that occurred in the French Quarter of New Orleans on Jan. 1. The disaster declaration includes the parishes of Jefferson, Orleans, Plaquemines, St. Bernard and St. Tammany.

“The SBA joins the entire federal family in grieving the lives lost in this horrific attack and praying for those who were injured,” said SBA Administrator Isabel Casillas Guzman. “As New Orleans and the wider community mourn and begin the healing process for this devastating tragedy, the SBA, in collaboration with state and local partners, stands ready to support and help provide disaster assistance to businesses suffering economic impact – including the small businesses than make neighborhoods like the French Quarter so vibrant.”

Under this declaration, the SBA’s Economic Injury Disaster Loan (EIDL) program is available to eligible small businesses, small agricultural cooperatives, small aquaculture enterprises, and PNPs that suffered financial losses as a direct result of this disaster. EIDLs offer working capital needs caused by the disaster and are available even if the business did not suffer any physical damage. The loans may be used to pay fixed debts, payroll, accounts payable, and other bills that could have been paid had the disaster not occurred.

The loan amount can be up to $2 million with interest rates of 4% for small businesses and 3.625% for PNPs, with terms up to 30 years. Interest does not accrue, and payments are not due, until 12 months from the date of the first loan disbursement. The SBA sets loan amounts and terms based on each applicant’s financial condition.

Under the Biden-Harris Administration, the SBA has simplified the process for an SBA disaster declaration and expanded available financial relief available, allowing the agency to more quickly provide greater affordable disaster loans and assistance to the small businesses that are the backbone of our communities nationwide.

Applicants may apply online and receive additional disaster assistance information at SBA.gov/disaster. Applicants may also call SBA’s Customer Service Center at (800) 659-2955 or email disastercustomerservice@sba.gov for more information on SBA disaster assistance. For people who are deaf, hard of hearing, or have a speech disability, please dial 7-1-1 to access telecommunications relay services.

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