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Compare the Purported Epstein Suicide Note to His Writings

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Compare the Purported Epstein Suicide Note to His Writings

A suicide note purported to be written by the sexual predator Jeffrey Epstein while he was in jail in 2019 uses language that in some cases echoes his past writings to friends and family.

One phrase found in the apparent suicide note — “No Fun” — also appears on a handwritten page found in Mr. Epstein’s jail cell at the time of his death, as well as in emails he sent over the years.

And another saying in the suicide note — “watcha want me to do — bust out cryin!!” — appears in emails that Mr. Epstein had written to people close to him.

A cellmate claimed that Mr. Epstein left the suicide note before he was found unresponsive in their cell weeks before his death. The New York Times reported on the note last week and successfully asked a federal judge to unseal it.

If authentic, the note gives a view into Mr. Epstein’s mind-set before he was found dead at age 66 in August 2019. The New York City medical examiner ruled his death a suicide.

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A different handwritten note was found in Mr. Epstein’s cell when he died, and investigators believed it was written by him. In that document, Mr. Epstein complained about jail conditions — burned food, giant bugs and being kept in a locked shower. He concluded it with the underlined phrase, “NO FUN!!”

Mr. Epstein also used the phrase in emails when describing things he was unhappy about, or situations that had not gone his way.

Mr. Epstein used the phrase “watcha want me to do — bust out cryin” with friends, and in messages to his brother, Mark Epstein.

Like the note released by the judge, Mr. Epstein’s emails were often short, with staccato phrases and erratic punctuation. The emails were contained in millions of pages of documents the Justice Department released in response to a law passed last year requiring disclosure of records pertaining to Mr. Epstein.

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Fans, celebrities and President Trump gathered at Madison Square Garden in New York City to cheer on the Knicks, who lost Game 3 of the N.B.A. finals to the San Antonio Spurs.

By Shawn Paik

June 9, 2026

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Keeping an Eye Out for Rabid Raccoons

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Keeping an Eye Out for Rabid Raccoons

Good morning. It’s Monday. Today we’ll look at raccoons carrying rabies in the city.

New Yorkers don’t usually spend much time thinking about raccoons. Rats and roaches are far more visible. But even if you don’t always see them, raccoons are everywhere.

In September, the Metropolitan Museum of Art asked raccoon experts for guidance in gently redirecting a juvenile raccoon who was drawn to the exterior of their building on Fifth Avenue.

Back in 2021, Laura Dudley Plimpton, a researcher who tracked city raccoons with GPS collars when she was a Ph.D. student, found one living above a bar in Brooklyn near Green-Wood Cemetery.

At the Delacorte Theater, where Shakespeare in the Park is performed, raccoons who live near the stage often make cameos.

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“I have particular memories of one raccoon running off with Teagle Bougere’s flip-flops during ‘The Tempest,’” a stage manager once told The New York Times, referring to one of the show’s actors.

And in 2022, a college student filmed a raccoon trying to claw its way out of a light fixture in her Brooklyn apartment.

“They are experts at utilizing whatever is available to them and using it well,” Plimpton said.

While many of the city’s raccoons are healthy, some are infected with rabies, a deadly virus that attacks the central nervous system and is transmitted via saliva. Other animals, such as skunks, bats and rodents, also carry the virus, but raccoons are the most commonly reported rabid animal in New York City.

The numbers fluctuate each year, but recent city data shows that rabid raccoons have most often appeared on Staten Island and in Queens. This year, however, the New York City Department of Health and Mental Hygiene has already logged two rabid raccoons in areas of Brooklyn where it has never seen them before: Midwood and Sheepshead Bay. In addition, a third and “unusually aggressive” raccoon in West Midwood was presumed to be rabid but was not tested, the Health Department said in a public health advisory issued in April.

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To date this year, nine raccoons and one skunk have tested positive for rabies in New York City. It may not sound like a lot, said Dr. Andie Newman, a public health veterinarian in New York State, “but there’s potentially more lurking behind the numbers that we actually see.”

In May, to prevent further spread of the virus, the city placed fish-scented bait packets in the parks and wooded sections of Brooklyn and Queens, including Prospect Park, Forest Park and Marine Park.

“When they bite into it with their little sharp teeth, there is a liquid vaccine that gets into the mouth,” Newman said.

In the fall, the city is planning to place the bait in other areas as well. It’s important that people and dogs avoid touching the packets. They’re not considered harmful, but dogs may vomit if they were to eat many of them. And if the pink vaccine liquid gets on human hands, there is a small risk of becoming infected with the vaccinia virus, which is used to make the wildlife rabies vaccine.

Rabid animals are often assumed to be aggressive. But that’s not always the case. They may instead appear to have a wobbly gait, act confused or stagger and fall down, said Sarah Bookbinder, the executive director of the Charles N. Gordon Wildlife Rehabilitation Center in Earlville, N.Y., who advised the Met about the loitering raccoon.

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According to the Health Department, other signs that an animal may be rabid include low energy; paralysis; chewing unusual objects like wood, soil or plants; having a vacant stare; and drooling or foaming at the mouth.

Given that raccoons are most active during dawn and dusk, people sometimes assume that raccoons are rabid if they’re out during the day, said Bookbinder, who specializes in the treatment of raccoons.

But in the spring, she added, it’s common for mother raccoons to forage for food to avoid leaving their kits alone in their den at night.

To protect your dog or cat (and yourself) from rabies, make sure that your pets are vaccinated. New York State requires that all domesticated dogs and cats be vaccinated for rabies, but some owners skip the vaccine, often out of concerns that the vaccines could be harmful to pets or unnecessary or could lead to illness. A 2024 survey estimated that about 22 percent of dog owners and 26 percent of cat owners could be classified as vaccine hesitant.

Even indoor cats need to be vaccinated, experts say, in part because of bats, which can enter homes. In 2025, two people in New York City received rabies antibodies and a vaccine series for exposure to a rabid bat.

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If your pet has been in contact with an animal that may be rabid, report it to the Health Department and contact your veterinarian, Newman said. Dogs and cats who have already had the rabies vaccine will require a booster.

And when you’re outside, avoid contact with wild or stray animals.

“Enjoy nature from a distance,” Newman said.


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It will be a sunny day today with a high near 78. The sky will remain clear tonight as temperatures drop near 61.

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ALTERNATE-SIDE PARKING

In effect until June 19 (Juneteenth).

QUOTE OF THE DAY

“When I look at the state of housing, I feel a lot of anger.” — Emely Rodriguez, 24, who grew up in Williamsburg and began engaging in housing advocacy at a young age.

METROPOLITAN diary

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Dear Diary:

On an unseasonably warm Brooklyn night, I was on my way to meet friends when I stumbled upon a glowing, heavy, orb-like glass sculpture on the sidewalk.

Something about it pulled at me. I scooped it up and carried it onto the train.

It moved with me through bars and parks and city blocks, unveiling itself as an invitation for connection. It passed tenderly from hand to hand, stranger to stranger, each of us sharing the weight and the moment.

On the way home that evening, I stood on the subway platform buzzing from the interactions the sculpture had touched off and with a renewed love for the city.

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A handsome man gesturing toward the unusual item I was holding motivated me to remove my earbuds and fall into an easy, flirty rhythm as we fell onto the G train together, until his stop pulled him away.

Arriving home, I chastised myself for letting the moment close. With the residue of the evening’s magic still on my skin and feeling a swaggering confidence, I posted a missed connection on Craigslist.

The next morning, there it was: a note from orb man.

“I think it’s more of a nest shape, but we can argue about it when we see each other,” he wrote, the words levitating up and out of my phone.

We met again two days later. I left the orb at home.

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— Billie Hirsch

Illustrated by Agnes Lee. Tell us your New York story here and read more Metropolitan Diary here.


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How a Family of 4 (and One Kid in College) Live on $85,000 a Year in the Bronx

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How a Family of 4 (and One Kid in College) Live on ,000 a Year in the Bronx

How can people possibly afford to live in one of the most expensive cities on the planet? It’s a question New Yorkers hear a lot, often delivered with a mix of awe, pity and confusion.

We surveyed hundreds of New Yorkers about how they spend, splurge and save. We found that many people — rich, poor or somewhere in between — live life as a series of small calculations that add up to one big question: What makes living in New York worth it?

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Ernest Suarez loves everything about his job. He loves working with children with disabilities, scanning a room during a lesson to pick out which students may need to take a walk in the hallway or get some extra help later in the day. He loves the joyful chaos of recess.

He even loves his commute, especially on nice days, when he bikes from his home in the Norwood section of the Bronx over the Willis Avenue Bridge into Manhattan — which ends up saving him $6 a day in transit card swipes.

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But his salary, $40,000, has made it difficult to support his three sons as the city he grew up in gets more and more expensive. Mr. Suarez’s wife, Michelle Suarez, 36, works at a nonprofit and made $45,000 last year.

Earlier this year, Mr. Suarez, 43, had a major surgery to remove a cancerous tumor from his spine. It took him months to get his disability payments, and his wife cut her hours to help take care of her bedridden husband. Mr. Suarez had never felt so financially squeezed and so grateful for his biweekly paycheck of $1,000 to kick back in after his medical leave.

Room and Board Times Two

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The couple’s oldest son, John, who is 19 and preparing to enter the military, lives with them, as does their youngest, Jaxson, who recently turned 2.

They rent a two-bedroom apartment for $1,700 a month, and it’s tight with a toddler and a teenager. John has one bedroom, and the couple has the other.

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When Jaxson was born, Mr. Suarez converted part of the living room into a nursery, wrapping it in a safari-themed wallpaper.

The couple’s middle son, Heaven, 18, is in his first year at a university upstate, near the Canadian border. Mr. Suarez and Ms. Suarez put aside a major chunk of their income, about $500 a month, to support Heaven, who is on a full scholarship and has an on-campus job, but still needs help with the cost of room and board.

The cost of keeping Heaven in college leaves very little left over after paying for rent and other necessities, including box after box of diapers for Jaxson.

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“It’s a sacrifice,” Mr. Suarez said. “Money is on my mind a lot.”

Every Little Bit Counts

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The couple were shocked when they toured nearby day cares and found that the prices had skyrocketed since their older sons needed child care. Mr. Suarez’s union, the United Federation of Teachers, offers a child care navigator that helps its members find which subsidies they are eligible for and which day cares have availability nearby. The couple qualified for a child care voucher, which allows them to pay $11 a week at day care that would otherwise cost $600.

The family spends between $100 and $150 a week on groceries from BJ’s or Stop & Shop, which they get through Instacart to save time.

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They rarely eat out, but when they do splurge, they often go to Carmine’s in Times Square, where a plate of rigatoni with sausage and broccoli runs $39.95. The family also loves a day at their nearest movie theater, Regal Concourse, but tickets and snacks for everyone can cost $100 or more.

For truly special occasions, Mr. Suarez treats himself to a wrestling match at Madison Square Garden or the Barclays Center, but he almost never pays full price. Instead, he waits until the day before the event and then scrolls StubHub for cheaper tickets, which still means about $100 a head.

He usually takes one of his sons. “My wife doesn’t like it,” he said.

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Keeping the Lights On

Mr. Suarez is one of the lowest paid members of his union, which is currently pushing the city to raise wages for paraprofessionals. But being a member of one of the city’s most powerful unions has major benefits.

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When Mr. Suarez’s doctors found the tumor on his spine, the first estimate he received for a surgery to remove it was $177,000. After he applied his union insurance, the bill came down to about $100 total.

But the physical, mental and financial recovery from the procedure left Mr. Suarez reeling. The couple relied on his wife’s paychecks to keep the lights on as their electricity bill climbed to $140 a month following the coldest weeks of winter.

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Mr. Suarez told his landlord he would have to be a month or two late on rent, and the landlord waived the usual late fee. He tried to apply for food stamp benefits, but found that his family didn’t qualify because their income last year was too high. He visited a few nearby food pantries to make sure his sons had enough to eat.

His first delayed disability check was so low that it only helped him get his bank account out of overdraft, and up to $5.

One of the toughest sacrifices was that the family could not afford to pay for Heaven to come home from college during spring break, because the round-trip bus ticket would have been close to $300.

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By the spring, when Mr. Suarez was able to return to work, he knew his family needed something to lift their spirits after a brutal winter.

They surprised Jaxson, who is obsessed with animals, with a French bulldog puppy that a friend gave them.

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Now the puppy, Oreo, sleeps right next to Jaxson’s crib every night. And when Jaxson wakes up in the morning, he tells Oreo he loves him and gives the dog a big hug. Mr. Suarez choked up as he described the new morning routine.

“That’s the end of the rainbow,” he said.

We are talking to New Yorkers about how they spend, splurge and save.

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