Central Maine’s Powers – Mainer

picture/Penny Oliphant

13 years in the past I moved with my accomplice, Vaughan, and our son, River, from an unaffordable, 900-square-foot condominium in Bozeman, Montana, my dwelling state, to Pittsfield, a Central Maine city about midway between Waterville and Bangor alongside Interstate 95. We loaded our belongings into the mattress of a Dodge diesel pick-up that ran on scavenged fryer oil and drove throughout the nation to a home that’d been vacant for greater than a yr, save the mice nesting within the toaster. Inherited from Vaughan’s grandparents, the three-bedroom, two-story Colonial was absolutely furnished in rural Maine model, right down to the worn linens, six rolls of Scotch tape, empty collectible bottles of Jim Beam and Wild Turkey, and dozens of canning jars within the cellar nonetheless stuffed with unidentifiable meals. Since we arrived, I’ve given beginning to 2 extra sons within the room on the entrance of the home 20 toes from the spur by which roughly 7,000 automobiles and vehicles cross day by day between I-95 and “downtown.” Their placentas are buried beneath a younger black walnut tree that may sometime shade the street.

Earlier than leaving the Rocky Mountains I learn Helen and Scott Nearing’s The Good Life, dreamt of grafting apple bushes, and made a thousand assumptions about rural Maine. Shortly after we bought right here I attended the Frequent Floor Nation Truthful placed on yearly by the Maine Natural Farmers and Gardeners Affiliation (MOFGA) in close by Unity. I gawked on the intricate pen-and-ink renderings and radical ideology of the Beehive Collective’s large murals hanging on the entry gate. I ate butternut squash ravioli and noticed metalsmiths and hippies, working canines and basket-weavers, expert artisans and farmers of many sorts main workshops. I additionally quickly discovered that my new dwelling in inland Somerset County was very completely different from neighboring Waldo County, dwelling to the coastal metropolis of Belfast, the islands of Islesboro, and Unity. Even Unity wasn’t the Unity I’d imagined. From 2,500 miles away I couldn’t see the cultural poverty, financial despair, or the sweaty man at a parade in Clinton whose t-shirt learn, “Bitch make me a sandwich.”

Today I personal and function a tiny yoga studio in Pittsfield and I’ve been engaged on a private writing challenge that intersects copper, labor, and intergenerational trauma and therapeutic. On this collection for Mainer, “Central Maine’s Powers,” I’ll be sharing the unvarnished tales of the folks and the forces which have formed this a part of the state for good and in poor health. Although the great thing about this place is simple, a lot of its historical past shouldn’t be — from the tried genocide of Wabanaki folks by settler-colonialists to the rise and fall of household farming and the toxic ghosts of industrialization. These are the tales of individuals drawn right here, like myself, “from away,” and people caught right here, by destiny or circumstance, since beginning. A pleasant neighbor of mine as soon as succinctly summed up the present state of affairs: “You’ll be able to afford to reside right here, however you’ll be able to by no means afford to depart.”

My in-laws reside a half-mile down the spur. Twenty miles north, in Ripley, stands the household farm the place we minimize, haul, break up and stack the wooden that heats our dwelling. There’s no retailer, no put up workplace and no gasoline station in Ripley, however on clear days you’ll be able to see all the best way to the Chairback Mountains within the 100-Mile Wilderness north of Dover-Foxcroft, and on clear nights the stargazing is unparalleled. The farmhouse in Ripley accommodates greater than a century’s value of household belongings — diaries, photographs, rusted farm implements, and china, bought one plate at a time, that solely comes out on holidays — curated by the eldest member of the Woodcock lineage nonetheless in residence. The entrance porch, just like the spine of the barn, is sagging with age because the earth attracts all the pieces deeper into itself with each spring thaw. 

That is the place I first fell in love with Maine. On a wet November day, my first ever at that Ripley farm, I wandered alone by the barn and the outdated dance corridor stuffed with miscellany. As I emptied a bucket of compost, the drizzle, the quiet, the sheltering density of clouds overhead and the privilege of area sufficient to construct soil ignited one thing in me that I hadn’t identified was lacking: a sense of promise.

The next summer time, my accomplice’s grandfather died. At his celebration of life I witnessed wealthy and poor alike fill a musty, lovely outdated church within the heart of Pittsfield to share dozens of do-it-yourself pies and touching, typically hilarious tales about Doc Woodcock. A palpable sense of group, constructed over many a long time, washed over me. I acknowledged the deep connections, in addition to the tenderness and vulnerability displayed when a beloved group member dies. I didn’t really feel any rigidity amongst these gathered that day — that got here later. I’ve since come to acknowledge each the attraction and the insularity these communities create. 

picture/Penny Oliphant

Sinking in

Among the many half dozen causes we wound up right here was housing. As our younger household weathered intersecting financial and well being crises throughout the Nice Recession, we have been priced out of Bozeman, one of many fastest-growing micropolitan areas within the U.S. Pittsfield supplied a home and a familial security web. I woke my first morning right here with a steadiness of breath I hadn’t skilled in years. Regardless of the truck site visitors that shakes the home and the close to fixed buzz of passing automobiles, I felt protected. 

In these first days I drove lonely, overseas roads to a farm in West Pittsfield the place I made $8 an hour working 5 acres of diversified, MOFGA-certified natural greens. Vaughan struggled to construct a small enterprise and wrangled with politicians and regulators to assist help renewable power insurance policies and initiatives. Pregnant with our third son, I managed nausea and wept for the chilly, dry, arduous earth out West, and for our son Ari, then seven and dwelling together with his father, whom I couldn’t deliver alongside to the East. But I used to be by no means happier.

Vaughan grew up right here; I didn’t. Being a “combined” household of out-of-staters and native Mainers leaves us in limbo among the many largely white, largely older residents of this city, a spot the place there’s virtually no anonymity and the place locals make each unstated and overt categorizations of 1’s insider or outsider standing. I nonetheless have little thought how members of the Cianchette clan — founders of Cianbro Company, the development large headquartered in Pittsfield — are associated to 1 one other, nor the place the outdated barn stood that burned to ashes 20 years earlier than my arrival, but remains to be used as a guiding landmark. I like to talk up about my emotions and struggles, however that doesn’t endear me to the extra taciturn townspeople. I’m frequently confounded by this tradition that concurrently values adherence to Yankee custom and nonconformity.

A current transplant to Pittsfield had requested her realtor to seek out her Stars Hole, the fictional Connecticut city in Gilmore Women, in Maine. Pittsfield’s small-town character charmed me, too: the autumn soccer video games performed on trim fields subsequent to vibrant hardwood forests; the group suppers, held to help native farmers, on the VFW and in church basements; the volunteer Backyard Membership members who have a tendency the flowers and shrubs that make the streets fairly; neighbors who host “pleased hour” with do-it-yourself sourdough and cocktails that rival any Manhattan bar’s. 

However I used to be pointedly reminded of my outsider standing after I bought concerned in civic affairs because the then-youngest (at age 40) and solely feminine (and pregnant) member of the Pittsfield Planning Board, and afterward as an engaged and anxious mom of 4. I’d thought there was nothing extra insider than to champion the distinctiveness of this place, to advocate on behalf of the individuals who reside and work right here year-round and the regionally owned companies struggling to outlive. 

But when the Canadian fossil-fuel behemoth Irving Oil Ltd. deliberate to erect an excessively massive signal for its gasoline station and junk-food retailer, I used to be the only voice arguing that it ought to conform to the specs within the city’s signal ordinance. I used to be branded “anti-business” after I requested a Household Greenback retailer’s exterior design higher match with the architectural kinds of different retail areas close by. Nobody appeared as offended as I used to be when a Central Maine Energy consultant declared the corporate would take land by eminent area if there have been any objections to their transmission-line plan. And the city actually paved the best way for a brand new Dunkin’ by constructing a sidewalk to the fast-food franchise the place no sidewalk had been earlier than. 

In the meantime, mom-and-pop companies proceed to battle for lack of comparable infrastructure enhancements. Once I famous the pliability we have been prepared to present rich company outsiders, regardless of their initiatives’ being in direct battle with the city’s complete plan, I used to be shunned by the insiders, as a result of … properly, low-cost espresso. 

The previous San Antonio Shoe Mill in Pittsfield. picture/Penny Oliphant

Simply one other swab story 

It’s been over 200 years since Maine grew to become a state, and by many measures — together with the well being of the land and water — the standard of life for these dwelling within the coronary heart of this place continues to say no. Two centuries is an efficient run, nevertheless it’s a mere blip on the timescale of people that have lived right here harmoniously for 13,000 years. The Penobscot, one of many oldest steady governments on the earth, must battle for fundamental financial and social parity whereas the settler majority slides towards poverty and division. The rise — or, actually, the revival — of natural agriculture has been a optimistic improvement, nevertheless it hasn’t come near creating the widespread financial safety and social stability of pre-industrial household farming. Final century’s manufacturing increase left in its wake deserted and sprawling infrastructure and air pollution. The remaining paper mills fend off criticism of continued poisoning, now with a brand new title: per- and polyfluoroalkyl substances, or “endlessly chemical compounds.” Added to those seemingly intractable difficulties are fentanyl overdoses, intergenerational poverty and social isolation. Below such circumstances, the arrival of the subsequent monolithic company represents, within the phrases of a septuagenarian born in Pittsfield, a “renaissance.”

In 2020, on the peak of the pandemic, Puritan Medical Merchandise — a COVID-test-swab producer headquartered in Guilford, a small city in neighboring Piscataquis County — acquired over $50 million in federal funding to broaden into Pittsfield. Guilford (inhabitants 591, poverty fee 37.2 p.c) is the city that embraced then-President Trump throughout his go to to have fun Puritan’s work. Many would say Guilford suits the Trump-pumping stereotype solid on rural of us. You’ll be able to see it on the yard indicators and the flags that fly there, and you may see it by the indicators and flags which can be lacking.

In partnership with Cianbro, Puritan spruced up 100,000 sq. toes of vacant manufacturing area alongside the Sebasticook River in downtown Pittsfield to make extra swabs. Then, on a sunny day in October 2020, about 70 folks gathered a half-mile upriver of that facility for a cheery press convention saying one more swab manufacturing facility — Maine’s third, Pittsfield’s second. Sen. Susan Collins and native dignitaries lauded the brand new services and the roles they might create. 

Pittsfield’s second swab manufacturing facility was developed on the location of the previous San Antonio Shoe (SAS) mill. Cianbro demolished that picturesque, three-story brick mill; its staff fastidiously positioned bricks and granite window sills on pallets to be shipped to the daughters of SAS founder Terry Armstrong. The daughters plan to show the constructing’s remnants at a shoe museum in San Antonio that honors their father’s legacy. The remaining acres of the previous SAS property are on the market as industrial heaps.

Puritan has a big impact on a city this dimension, as did Connecticut-based UTC Fireplace and Safety, and Common Electrical, and Common Sign, and SAS earlier than it. It attracts folks for shift work and offers medical health insurance — no less than, so long as the plague lasts. Gossip swirls about staff, particularly these on second shift, who get excessive to abdomen the monotony of their jobs. 

Within the warmth of August final summer time I noticed a girl parked on Simple Road hunch ahead onto her steering wheel and cross out. It was so scorching, I nervous she may die in her greenhouse of a Plymouth. I knocked on her window; she roused and rolled it down. I requested if she was OK, because the pungent odor of arduous liquor wafted out of her automotive. She smiled and stated, “Thanks. I’m simply ready for this shift to depart so I can park for mine.” 

I’ve replayed that second in my thoughts many occasions since that day, seeing myself in that automotive, ready for that shift at that new job, feeling the shut warmth of summer time with the home windows rolled up, being so drunk I nod off earlier than work. Had I witnessed worse issues in my life, let my style for bourbon get the higher of me, survived some unshakeable trauma or seen no higher path, she might have been me. I usually surprise if I embarrassed her in my act of witness, or if she might really feel me seeing her, seeing me, seeing all of us.

The tales that come from listed here are difficult, and it takes a component of masochism to climate all of it: black flies, the Good Previous Boys Membership, ticks, and a teetering economic system. This place calls for you to do it your self, as a result of that’s the one method it would ever get executed, besides that none of us ever does it that method: we ask our neighbors for assist. And that reliance on one another on the coronary heart of rural dwelling is what creates the palpable tensions and conflicts we repeatedly attempt to unknot. 

A 20-minute drive from Pittsfield to Thorndike brings you to a line of Swedish boxcars. About 5 years in the past I noticed singer-songwriters Sara Trunzo and Invoice Giordano play a present in a type of automobiles, a venue known as the Dented Can, owned by musician Doug Nye. Once I visited with Nye final month, he supplied me a lapel pin from the RWWR — the Proper Wing Wacko Rockers — that reads, “Stroll away from the novel left.” Proper subsequent to the Dented Can is Boxcar Books, out of which thirty-something songwriter Hyperlink Harjung sells uncommon books and hosts anarchist poetry readings. 

The metaphorical area between these boxcars is the place the tales I plan to share come up, the place the complexities of our numerous human responses to panorama and survival, to energy and employment, goal and pleasure, peppered with some measure of frivolity, knowledge, and easily not understanding, beg us — outsiders and insiders alike — to hear and to be heard. By sharing tales of the folks and locations that make this area particular, I hope to disclose these interconnections and encourage us all to understand what “the great life” actually will be.