Within the darkest, most remoted level of 2020 I had vivid desires. Perhaps it’s because a lot of my life that winter was confined to my home, and my mind wanted to journey to new and thrilling locations past our partitions.
What did I dream most constantly about? New York Metropolis.
I walked by means of people-filled streets, ducked into eating places and bars, met up with pals, took the subway, wandered museums, and inhabited cozy residences. I didn’t thoughts the horns, whooshes, rattles, beeps and hammering that kind a continuing din all through town. It meant life. It meant many individuals, collectively.
New York represented the other of what I used to be going by means of: it felt related, unpredictable, crowded, chaotic and stuffed with risk and novelty.
On the time, in fact, precise New York Metropolis was not a enjoyable place to be. With heavy public well being restrictions in place, for a time many New Yorkers had been primarily trapped of their residences. Many fled north to the Catskills, which is mainly the upstate equal of Alaska.
In the meantime I had freedom of motion and all the outside I might get, and I spent my dreaming hours hanging out in a metropolis I abruptly sorely missed.
Final week, I lastly visited NYC for the primary time for the reason that pandemic. Since life has as soon as once more picked up velocity for the reason that first spherical of vaccines, I haven’t dreamed about it a lot since these early COVID days. However reserving the journey and tickets was nonetheless exhilarating. I used to be significantly enthusiastic about going with my husband, who’s an outside junkie like me but additionally typically an ardent appreciator and explorer. He’d solely ever visited NYC as soon as for a whirlwind couple of days, and I had this concept in my head in regards to the two of us wandering round New York collectively discovering issues.
I’ve all the time mentioned that I had a tough time selecting between NYC and Alaska, as a result of each happy completely different wants of mine: to be in the course of completely all the pieces, and to be in the course of completely “nothing,” i.e., huge, open, wild.
What this journey taught me is how comparable the 2 locations truly are.
My husband and I had been on the identical web page about the right way to method the journey. Earlier than we went, we listed out a sketch of our respective bucket lists for New York to get a way of the “anchor” locations/actions. We listed issues just like the Metropolitan Museum of Artwork, or the Met, consuming nice meals and discovering good cocktails, working by means of a park, and many others.
Every day we picked one exercise to function the first vacation spot and point of interest. Only one, as a result of town itself is so overwhelming that there’s no have to pile on logistics and stress in case you can keep away from it. Earlier than and after that one “anchor,” we wandered and determined as we went.
This introduced us to the Whitney Museum of Artwork — point of interest — the West Village/Washington Sq. Park, the West Aspect Freeway pathway and Chelsea Market. We selected the Met as our main exercise the next day. However earlier than the museum cease, we managed to eat ramen for breakfast in Dumbo and stroll over the Brooklyn Bridge into Chinatown. Later, we went by means of Central Park and all the way down to the East Village for a wonderful progressive dinner of small plates at superb, unassuming eating places.
It feels like quite a bit, proper? However the method of selecting simply the one identified after which in any other case wandering our method across the metropolis meant that it was only one lengthy collection of impromptu experiences unfolding for us. We had no explicit place we would have liked to be. We simply accessed town because it occurred, taking it in.
Similar to a lot of Alaska is a testomony to the surprise of nature left largely intact and to its personal gadgets, NYC is a dwelling, respiratory embodiment of human ingenuity. Strolling the Chelsea Excessive Line, as an illustration, we mirrored on what it took to have the imaginative and prescient to transform this outdated rail line to the gorgeous and extremely well-liked elevated strolling path and expertise that it’s as we speak. Seeing town from that vantage level, there may be an unimaginable focus of outdated and new structure, folks strolling, dwelling, and dealing throughout, even the automobiles and cabs racing down the avenues and beeping their cacophony within the fixed motion towards “someplace.”
But, even with all this coexisting in such a small space, there was cohesion. NYC is certain collectively by that New York-ness of all of it, which is concrete, but additionally water, bushes, glass, artwork, meals, large baggage of trash on the road prepared for pickup, the variability of climate, storefronts, spires, trailers, and — the true coronary heart of town — the crush of folks that inhabit the place.
There are sufficient folks that nobody offers one another a second look. That’s a very good and a nasty factor generally, however in case you’re seeking to exist as your self in a metropolis with sufficient folks you can each come precisely as you might be whereas additionally mixing into the overall humanity of all of it, NYC is the place.
I spotted that Alaska and NYC are each wild in their very own, very completely different but additionally related methods. They’re each excessive, energetic, inspiring, fully excessive, stunning, and brutal. All these years I believed they had been full polar opposites, but it surely seems that precise opposites generally punch by means of to resemble one another. NYC is not any exception.
No surprise I dreamed of this place in 2020. Experiencing it once more was all the pieces I dreamed of. Even with a lot change within the metropolis, the essence of it felt the identical — which is to say, by no means the identical.